u/BrightPhoebus01

As the title says I am not aesthetically attracted to my boyfriend and I feel so guilty

I love him with all my heart. I love his character, his personality, we perfectly vibe together and I genuinely enjoy spending time with him. I love this man and can imagine marrying him and one day having a family with him

But aesthetically I am just not attracted to him. I differentiate between aesthetic and physical attraction because he ain’t ugly. He has a good looking and sweet face and gosh these gorgeous eyes, I could drown in them. And I love being physically intimate with him, cuddling, kissing, sex is good and I enjoy it

But aesthetically speaking there just isn’t a spark anymore. He’s pretty tall, 185cm, and also VERY skinny and I’m just lot attracted to his body anymore. He’s body posture is also often quite grouchy when he sits or walks. And his clothes, they’re not ugly, but some of his clothes are just extremely outdated, and some just point out even more how tall and skinny he is. He wears tight boxershorts but even they are quite loose around his hips/ass. Or his pants, again I pointed out that he is very tall and skinny and therefore his legs are also very long and skinny. And then in addition he always wears very tight pants. Not extremely tight so that they literally stick on your skin, but still tight, and therefore it points out the skinniness of his legs and I’m just not attracted to that.

He does work out and wunderte together (almost 2,5 years) there actually were some slight improvements, especially around the bicep. But he only very casually works out and he completely skips leg day bc he always gets migraine from it

I feel horrible just writing this, I do love this man and he is in fact the best that ever happened to me