Unlocked something but now what
I’m having a (mutual) extremely physical and emotional reaction to a new role. It’s taken us both by surprise. It started as sexting about me giving it to them rough. And it escalated to places I didn’t even know I had inside me like tying all limbs apart, making them beg for my strap, slapping, leaving marks, choking, pulling hair. It’s awoken something inside me and they said they’ve never cum so hard when I was sexting these things. We both are completely overwhelmed but new to this. Where do we go from here? I’ve written down scenes that I want. But based on what’s flowing out of my brain, I know there’s so much more. How do I explore this creativity while educating myself on protocol and technique? I’m truly thrown and they are telling me how bad they want me and this. I asked them if they trust me and if they know I’ll take care of them and they said yes so fast (which also makes me so fucking horny whoa). I know we need to have some conversations about limits and safety but I genuinely don’t know where to start. It feels like a power dynamic but also like I know what they can take and how bad I want to make them feel good.
Overall, this is very positive sexy and fun. I’m excited but I’d love some tips on where to go from here. I’m happy to share what I’ve written down so you know where my head is at? SOS! ❤️🔥