u/ButterscotchGold2251

I’m so tired of myself. I feel like a fraud staring my husband in the face while he doesn’t know I’ve been taking something daily behind his back and draining our bank account. So my issue is I’ve never written down how often or how much I dose in a day so I don’t even know what my baseline is. I’m in FL; I was buying Hyroxi tabs from SS store but bc of ban I know that is over with.
On my WORST day I was taking two packs of the 28mg tabs so 8 tabs of 28mg so 224mg
But most days was 6 tabs so 168mg

I got in two orders online yesterday and will use that to taper. So my question is, where do I start? Obviously I’d take today to write down my baseline and cut it in half tomorrow correct?

I already get scripts for these but don’t use them
gabas 600mg (they’re my husband’s but he will share a fair amount)
lorazepam 2mg (only 15ct for every 30 days)

(more than a month’s worth for all below)
Clonidine .2mg
Fluoxetine 20mg
Buspirone 10mg
Suboxone 8mg strips

Will any of these help and any recommendations on when to take it?

And then I see people saying supplements too right ?

So plan of action is rapid taper, use my scripts and take supplements?

Note: also I have ZERO access to 7 oh but I wouldn’t want to substitute and get on that either, I was on for a year before

Am I screwed?

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