Somewhere between a rant and looking for advice. The longer I live with the knowledge that I am kinky and enjoy going to parties and stuff, the more it tears into me that I can’t share this part of me with important people in my life. Sure I don’t need my family to know, but I hate that I feel like I need to invent things I did on weekends or not being able to talk about the „datenight“ me and my partner had when we did a scene that involved intense or new stuff and maybe even a ln epiphany about who you are/what you enjoy. I am a person that love to share their passion and hobbies with their friends but I feel closeted and I hate it in there.
I have two people who know about it but we don’t talk about it that much, mainly because it’s mainly a friend of my partner.
Not sure what I’m looking for. Maybe just how y’all feel about it/deal with it?