I’m in love and yet I’m ashamed
Today I first started my externship for clinicals (I’m a student who is in an MA program for college) and one of the MAs I instantly fell in love. Her personality is so captivating. Then I noticed that she was a heavier gal and I fell in love even more. She carries her weight so good and she is a fan of the Scream movies!! (Love those movies). I’m too scared to ask her if I could take her out and get to know her. Idk how to approach her but also her mom I believe works there too. I’m scared :c I should learn to be more confident in myself. One struggle I have with is admitting to myself that I love big girls and I care too much about what others might think of me. I also get very nervous when I was around her. I’ve never asked a girl out before also /: