u/Capable_Bunni69

I feel like I've been through emotional whip lash/ the rug done ripped right from under my feet.

It's Over. Amicably.. I get it, I understand and in the end the person has their stuff.

But fuck...

So I've been on this subreddit for years, through different accounts. I don't remember the names lol I don't remember who I chatted with and besides most people had changed their accounts anyway too lol. The usual.

Coming onto CF this time I didn't think it would change much. However this time, a few years have passed I've learned about myself quite a bit, self discovery... mumbo jumbo so on and so forth no one really wants to hear and I don't care to divulge and also am very aware that we all have our -isms are all have things we are moving through and or working on at any given time.

This time I didn't continue on in yucky convesations that were just bad, simply because it was a smidge of the idea of what I wanted. I more actively participated in posting vs just commenting. I currated fun debates with several of you, and I made some connections that went beyond reddit and have been going on for some time. Actual online dynamics being created, agreements being made, the conversations happening beyond just the words on the screen. Both as a Domme and as a Sub.

My puppy and I still chat casually and play with the opportunity works for us both, no pressure.

The person who had become my Dom however the other morning with no indication, that this wasn't for him anymore. All his reasons were understandable, it was for his own mental health, I will NEVER accost someone for taking care of their mental health. However he had been mulling over the choice for days... even just letting me in on the thoughts would've allowed me to not feel blind sided by the decision.

We had intense play, there was even purchases and arrangements between us, this wasn't just... shallow online play or even casually friendly, it was building the thing. And then, bam.

Ya girl could use a hug and a massage, sad lady that I am.

I've always wondered... what is it you Boys listen to?

What gets those gears going and those cynlinders A firin'?

My first and only guess really is country lol, which then makes Me think about why it's called country music.. because uhhh... there are a lot of countries out there.. and this isn't their country's music, so random thought I had lol.

Seriously though.. what music do boys... I mean "men" listen to that fuels the misogyny.. the anti-feminism.... the... ego Boost and need for control?

And also.. guess I should also asks the gender traitors out there too.. is It like... Sabrina Carpenter or something.. always get mixed signals from her messaging.

Last I was truly around, it was a lot of poems, spoken word, rhymes and rhythms it was a lot of fun and then I fell into... Burn out.

I wrote a post how this "man" helped me... queue big fat eye roll. All he did was help me feel a little more easeful, a bit more social on CF, only to go and do the exact same thing as all the other idiots and rush it. I would say something about it... he would say he understood and would change.. then bam same shit, not even a different tactic. Three chances!..... three chances? Why did I even offer that much? Yal don't deserve it... it's pathetic and discouraging...

So Again burn out happened and I had disappeared from CF for a while, I'm back now I guess.

What a Mistake that was, trusting in men. Women are we really subjecting ourselves to the same old droll?

Seriously.. hey Boys.. when are you actually gonna use some Intelligence and act like men?

a prickle against your cheek
a fresh new perspective... so to speak

kind words and nice lines
a time for well intended and aligned minds

a cool breeze on this day
to release the taboo play away

to look upon our peers and friends
judgement hath no power here
for this is meant to bend and mend.

A little appreciation post to

u/green_west_flow

Feeling burnt out.. annoyed, frustrated.. numb yesterday, I wasn't sure what I should do, possibly take a break and wondering if people found it successful for them or not.

He reached out and was really kind about figuring out what had created that dissociation and numbing to come in, I really didn't think anyone would somehow try to finagle me out of the burn out. So thank you.

If I take a hiatus will it go away? Has anyone else stepped away and come back without deleting their account?

Trying to navigate this feeling. I'm numb, bored... over it. Wish I wasn't.. wish there was something yummy to interact with.

No one's fault but my own, I know.. but ugh come on T.T

I just want to have fun.

A slow ease, a soft moment
A breath of silence and stretch of peace

Kinky cats and Dirty Dogs
Silly taunts and funny tease

Lust and arousal prickle at our finger tips
Connection and desires hidden underneath

A warm hug to you all
In these hours of release and need

Remember each word is a spell you cast
Upon ears and eyes that see

Remember that we each are human in the end
A warm hug to you all if you need.

Most men are ignorant and vulgar in their first messages, offer no fight or disappear. How are feminists possibly being converted here? It seems like a long shot...

To each their own I guess? haha

A flock.. tick tock
You've been mine
The Whole Time

Since my questions hit the page
For days and days you've continued to play

Copycats and Imitators
yet claim to be leaders and haters

Anti-Feminists and Misogynists
Falling for this Feminists tricks.

If so divine and so inclined
Then why have your minds been mine the whole fucking time?

What do you want?

Posts, Comments, Dms.

What do you want?

Maybe you messaged first, maybe she/they reached out to you.

What do you want?

To convert! Yes of course, but how? What tactic will you choose?

What do you want?

Only tool in the box... blatant misogny, insults, condecension. It fails.

What do you want?

Why have you messaged? Did you think this would work? Does this ever work? How often?

What do you want?

Because from where a woman stands, you want to be talking to someone else.

((and also OOC because truly happy father's day!))

Don't get crazy heads or anything... just being nice or whatever to yal who may deserve it. Who might actually be good fathers though... I wonder what you teach your daughters......

In any case.. yea.. Happy Father's Day yal.