u/CarefullyUnchanged

When I was 19 I was relatively inexperienced (had sex with two guys both bfs) and had just started being around older men at a job for the first time.

I ended up getting held down and force fucked by a big guy in his 40s. It was the first time I ever came from sex. It was the first time anyone ever came inside me.

And it was the start of sleeping with a certain type of man that I found myself attracted to for the first time. Now it seems even if I think I won’t, I always come back. Always get attracted to the kind of man who held me down and made me cum on his big old dick. I just can’t help myself.