I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so coz my account is not old enough so i just searched confession and got this subreddit. In India, virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in relationship with by bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends).

The thing is I was wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it. And for around entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that i shud not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. They could slap me, beat me, bite me, kick me whatever they want to and i was not allowed to say no because it was part of the deal. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penis in my mouth and vagina.

I just accepted it coz i was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it's time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them. After a few days my current bf confessed that he love me. My bf is very nice and kind, i don't him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt coz i don't want to loose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it.

My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out.

I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (which I can't discuss here because people might laugh or feel embarrassed). Please suggest, I love him and want to marry him.

My first husband was a piece of work. Had to leave him after our two children. Irresponsible and not a good father at all.

He was always assertive and dominant in bed. I almost felt like I was free use when we first moved in together. He had such a libido and so did I. Never any protection, hence the two daughters.

He used to tie me up regularly. Usually hand cuffs to the head board. He’d be in different moods when he had me restrained.

Sometimes he’d turn off the light and fuck me hard and fast. Sometimes he’d slowly undress me and play with my body. Sometimes he’d slowly use a toy on me and watch me squirm. He almost always made me beg and to talk dirty. To confess what a slut I was and how badly I needed all this.

One time when we were both drunk, he invited a friend over. A friend of both of us. He got really drunk and took me to the bedroom while his friend was in the living room watching football. I told him we probably shouldn’t , but he kept making out in the bedroom , then he suddenly cuffed me. He had a look in his eye. And after my whispering to him no, please don’t do this, he invited his friend into the bedroom.

I was mortified. He made his friend watch as he slowly undressed me. He talked about my body to his friend. My tits. Belly button. How I kept my pussy shaved for him.

They both started touching me. My nipples. Fingers in my pussy feeling how wet I was. Their cocks came out quickly. His friend was long. I took him in my mouth, and later he fucked me and came in me. No protection.

This was the first time he shared me with a friend.

I have had this huge craving. Be drugged in raped

This happened to me repeatedly by another woman… for nearly a year. I was straight at the time.
I am too shy to share my story. But it helps me to read others. and I get so turned on by it. Does anyone know any other subs similar to this one or one that might be for women doing this to other women.

I am just going to summarize it. I am definitely not the only man who enjoys being submissive. I’m also not the only man who enjoys Femdom. However, it feels like my specific fetish is excluded from those areas. Obviously real rape is wrong and fucked up. So I don’t understand why in fetish circles that are so close to it. This kink seems completely off limits. Like why is it a problem that I a man enjoy the idea of being abducted and raped by women/woman. I would go so far as to invite women to do so to me because I’m extremely kinky. In some places prostitution is legal and in others there are yellow pages and loopholes. However, there is next to nothing for men who want to be victimized by women. I don’t know. I just wanted to vent about this topic because I finally found a community of people who might hear it.

For context I'm a single mom that's home alone biweekly.

I live on a large lot that has a couple residences on it. The two behind me are lived in by a bunch of men constantly working on motorcycles and having people in and out all the time at all hours.

When im alone I always leave my curtains open and my doors unlocked just in case I get the chance to be used by one or even all of them. Usually when I am home I keep no panties on and try to keep access easy so I can be used properly.

When I please myself I make sure I can be seen from the windows or doors. We live in a very rural area too so it could be very easy. If only one of them had the desire....

I love that my ass makes men into wild rape beast I love been mature and still being goon material for the pervest men with nasty fantasies

This happened about a year ago, I'm a trans woman and was in a lesbian relationship with another trans woman.

I had just turned 18 and was living with a friend but she needed me to move out so I went to stay with one of her friends who I didn't really know. She was a few years older than me and I thought she was very pretty so a couple weeks after meeting we went on a date and ended up together shortly after. Our relationship was fairly healthy for the first month or so but she started to be more demanding and controlling and that extended to sexual stuff as well, she didn't tend to ask before fucking me and for a while I just thought that was normal.

The first time I really registered it as a rape I had just had a really bad day, we were settling down to sleep and had a friend over who was sleeping on the sofa. She got on top of me and started making out, I pushed back a bit but I thought making out was fine, then she started to undress me, I let her take my shirt off but when she went for my trousers I tried to say no, she continued anyway and I kept quiet so as not to alarm her friend who was in the other room. She gave me a blowjob and then went out the room for a little, I tried to sleep but she came back in shortly after and told me to lay on my front so she could fuck me. I said no and she slapped me hard, so I did as she said and she raped my ass hard, it hurt but she had her hand on the back of my head so I was pressed against a cushion and couldn't make noise.

When she was done she grabbed me and scratched down my back so hard I screamed into the cushion, she told me not to fight her and tied my hands behind my back before lifting my head up and shoving her panties in my mouth and putting a plug in my ass. She then slapped me again and made me crawl to show her friend in the other room, before taking some pictures on my phone and sending them to herself.

It happened a lot after that and I have more incidents I might share another time, I still get off to this one and the pictures she took though, as ashamed as I am of it. Sorry if this sounds a bit badly written, the memory is quite blurry and the specifics are hard to pin down in my head but this is the best account I can give really.

I watched this story of a girl based in UK where she did some cocaine and police arrested her put her into custody, late gave her date r*pe drug (GHB) and used her for 4-5 hours in the cell. There was no footage evidence to prove that anything happened like her. And this was not one case many girls reported same happened to them with no memory of what happened in the cell with them.

Ive always had a bit of a rape fetish, but didn’t really mind it much. Last week I tried exploring it and posted myself masturbating online, baiting people —getting people to threaten or demean me. I wanted to try it just once, but reading how people wanted to rape made cum so good i had to do it again… I ended up posting myself 4 times this week and masturbating from late at night to around 4am. Some people I know use reddit and my face is just out there. For all I know my closest friends and family could have seen me desperately fucking myself with a dildo.

The thing is I can’t stop. I just keep rereading the comments and dms telling me how they wanna rape me so I don’t end up posting again. I know I can’t fully stop though… it’s only a matter of time before I do something even more extreme. Maybe ill intentionally pass out at a club, or maybe i’ll walk around my sketchy neighborhood in the middle of the night wearing just s tank top and shorts… Maybe ill even leave my address in my next post.

Should I stop myself, or is this who I am now?

a classic cnc sub category for a reason!! It indulges my desire to be a pillow princess and satisfies rapey elements that I crave. It’s not entirely successful though because I tend to get overstimulated fast and that comes with whimpers and whining that’s hard to control. I think that only makes the experience better for everyone :] A responsive partner is hard to resist and ultimately I really enjoy fighting back. A good compromise is right before bed time when i feel fuzzy and pliant. Gently slipping into bed or ripping the blanket off are both good options <3

I’ve been sitting here watching law and order and every few episodes there is one I watch that turns me on. I started watching it just a few weeks ago and while my boyfriend wasn’t home. While I was watching one day, an episode was on and the rapist forced her into an alley and left her there. My pussy started getting wet and I slipped my hands down my pants even though the girl was screaming and crying. I was soaked while I played with myself for the whole scene. I feel guilty about it but some girls are so lucky on there and they don’t realize it

this morning my boyfriend asked to fuck me, and I said I wasn't in the mood to do all that. I'm 5 months pregnant with his baby, and so I am sore and moody. So my boyfriend begged and threw a tantrum like a child, and even though I scolded him like one, he started undressing me forcefully while whining and begging until he just raped me flat out. "Please? I just need it." He pouted even as he was already inside and thrusting into me.

I am 5 months pregnant and my boyfriend is becoming more and more abusive. But I keep masturbating about it instead of taking any action to leave him. This future child will definitely have to find her way away from her father, I am just too much of a loser stuck fawning and freezing to help yet.

Sorry in advance for any wonky formatting, on mobile.

This is probably one of the most memorable experiences I’ve had of being SA’d that I fantasize about often. It happened back when I lived on the west coast and it’s definitely one that made me realize how much I love vocal men. It is kinda lengthy but I hope you all enjoy

A while back there was a park I’d frequent often. In it there was this “secret” spot I knew about located in the density of the trees. There was an old bench that sat in the middle of them (I think the bench was initially meant to be in a different part of the park next to the lake where all the other benches were but I guess someone must’ve moved it there). I would visit it regularly usually to read, have time to myself, and sometimes to smoke weed. The park itself was in a relatively nice area, you would see a lot of friendly families and runners/hikers.

Around late noon that day I got to the bench. I must’ve nodded off while I was reading (I’d taken an allergy medicine before arriving that I hadn’t used before and didn’t realize it would make me so drowsy) because the next thing I remember was waking up to the feeling of the cold bench touching my ass and something violating my pussy.

It was dark out by this time and I remember feeling pretty dazed. I looked down, letting my eyes adjust to the dimly lit woods and noticed my sweatshirt pulled up with my small tits spilling half way out my bra, my leggings at my ankles, and there was a man (about 3 times my size) fingering me. He locked eyes with me and immediately covered my mouth forcefully with one of his hands while grabbing both my wrists with the other. He gripped my face even harder before telling me roughly “Stay fucking quiet. Understand?” The deepness of his voice was tantalizing. “Understand?!” I nodded quickly in return. “Good. No one one would hear you anyway.”

After slowly removing his calloused hand from my lips he begun lowering my bra. As he did, I attempted to squirm my way out of his grasp while muttering for him to get off.

Somehow, amidst the struggle we ended up with both of us on the ground but he had me pinned. “I warned you” he growled before yanking off his belt and in one swift motion slashed it across my chest and upper body. I cried out in shock as the pink welts began to appear on my skin.

“I told you to stay quiet” he said slashing me three more times, each one leaving a stinging trail behind it. I kept struggling but with his size I couldn’t budge.
He struck me a few more times before placing my hands above my head and began to make makeshift handcuffs with his belt. That’s when the reality of the situation really started to dawn on me and I couldn’t help but notice how wet I was getting.

Despite my own arousal, I started begging for him to please let me go promising I wouldn’t tell anyone. He didn’t give a response but instead ripped my panties the rest of the way off and stuffed them into my mouth.

A craving to have his fingers back inside me slowly started to consume me and I could feel my skin heating up but I continued shaking my head no, whimpering through the thin cloth in my mouth. Ignoring my pleads, he lowered his pants exposing his girthy cock and my eyes went wide. He was definitely bigger than I was accustomed to but there was nothing I could do to stop him as he rubbed it against my slit. “You’re so fucking wet” he moaned

He kept teasing me, almost putting the tip of his dick in me before pulling away and sliding against my wetness over and over. It was driving me crazy and I thought I’d might cum from the sheer anticipation. Then, suddenly he thrusted himself fully into me, making me yelp out of pain and pleasure. “That’s it cunt take it.” He put his full weight onto me and started pumping in and out of me slowly but each time making sure to push as deep as he could go.

He was almost affectionate? Showering me in kisses and gently sucking on my nipples but all the while, calling me names and shaming me for enjoying it so much.

Then, it was like a switch flipped lol. He removed the gag from my mouth and looked into my eyes “I wanna hear you beg slut.” The amount of pure lust he held in his gaze only excited me more. It was like I could sense his desperation to take me and own me even as he was inside me and it honestly drove me nuts.

“Beg cunt” he ordered more harshly this time. He was gradually picking up speed still pounding into me as deep as he could. I thought I’d might break. “Please let me go please” I cried out ignoring the building tension I felt.

That’s when he turned me around so I was ass up and face down. He plunged into me once more, letting out breathy moans “That’s it you’re such a good girl.” I let out a choked sob in response.

He started pumping at a brutal pace and the sound of smacking flesh filled my ears as he pressed my face deeper into the dirt. My legs began trembling “Filthy whore. You want me to stop?” I could feel his balls swinging with each hard thrust. “You secretly like it don’t you?” And in reality I did. So much. I’d wanted it for so long and now I was finally (deservedly) getting fucked mercilessly.

My jaw clenched from the shockwaves beginning to grip my body. I was about to cum. “Don’t you?!”
My muscles tensed and I could feel my walls spasming around his cock as I let the waves overtake me “f-fuck” I stammered, pushing against his thrusts. He let out a string of curse words before pulling me by my hair continuing at the merciless rhythm. “That’s it, such a well behaved little whore” I’m not sure how long he kept going putting me in different uncomfortable positions, using me as his own personal sex doll but I savored each moan, groan, and shameful praise.

Eventually, a wave of relief washed over me as he pulled out of my sore pussy but it was short lived. Bringing me to my knees, he grasped my chin tilting it up “God, you’re beautiful” (even though I had basically lost all composure and was probably just a sweaty heap at this point lol) and with no warning he shoved his dick into my mouth. I started to protest mumbling incoherently against him. My hands were still bound in front of me so I tried feebly to push him away which only made him grip the back of my head, forcing me further down onto him, and making me gag. My eyes began to water as he continued bucking his hips into my mouth. “This is what you need isn’t it?” He said in between moans “You deserve this.” He spat on my face keeping at the unrelenting tempo. I cried and struggled but my dripping cunt told another story, I was ready to milk every last drop of his seed.

He facefucked me for a few more minutes, saliva running down my chin as he kept hitting the back of my throat. Sucking in a sharp breath he pushed my head down with such force my visioned blurred. I could feel the familiar bitter warmth fill my throat. He held my face down for a few more seconds making me writhe from the lack of oxygen before pushing my limp body to the ground.

I laid there in a collapsed mess as he silently dressed himself then removed the belt from my wrists. He didn’t say anything else as he turned on a flashlight and walked away into the darkness of the trees. The last thing I could see is what was written on the back of his shirt in bold white letters “Security”

I visited the park many times afterwards (during the day) but never saw anyone who resembled him and regrettably never stayed that late again. Sometimes, I wish I had the gall to wait on that bench for him, maybe playing with myself while I did, provoking him to grab me and abuse all my holes again. It makes me so insanely horny just thinking about it and I had to stop a few times while writing this to get off.

Security guard, if you’re out there, just know I keep thinking about the first time you fucked me and I want to be made to feel helpless again. This pussy is yours, whenever you want it.

Thanks for reading if you got this far! Questions/PMs welcome :)

i'm gonna talk about my boyfriend who i call my dad. no incest is happening it isn't biological! we haven't met irl yet :(

i very much love my dad soooo much :3 and he's very cool!! very smart, like way smarter than me, mature, and direct. never thought someone would understand me so well and still really like me!! he's my favorite person. he always makes me feel wanted and pretty and like he cares about me too. 🩷

anywayy i want him to come over and and rape me so badly, and i want him to beat me first and tell me what a dumb little girl i am for talking to a guy like him andd i want him to drug me then rape me too. he's way bigger and stronger and i want him to hurt me a lot.

I’m laying here a mess of anxiety and I think it would be fixed if someone would just climb on top and wreck me

so I was hanging our with some people that I dident know all that well and I was drunk and high, I could barly think straight plus im autistic so I tend to be naive a man said he worked as a massuse and offered to give me one, he was nice and I dident think much off it and agreed right away when we got to the room he had some sort of oil and asked me to strip saying he wouldent look and that I could place a towel over my butt, I decided to keep my bra and underwear on however he started giving me a massage and it was great, he eventually removed the towel but it was fine as I still had my panties on he sat over me while I was on my stomach and his dick was pressing into me while he was massaging my back he unhooked my bra for better accses to my back, and got increasingly touchy with my butt then pulling down my panties and taking his dick out, rubbing it on me he then moved to the other side and started working on my neck and shoulders, with his dick out and hard infront of my face, as he kept going he eventually started rubbing his dick on my face and getting his balls on me, inserting it into my mouth then pulling out and rubbing on my face more he got on top of me and started pounding me for what felt like forever, eventually he pulled out and flipped me on my back before fucking me more he then sat above my face telling me to lick his balls while he jerked off, after a few minutes he came and covered my face, he took a picture or video on his phone and told me not to tell anyone

tldr: I was horny and I wanted a thrill so I put myself in a dangerous situation and got raped.

backstory

Few weeks ago my friend and I went club hopping.

One guy started talking to me then once my friend approached he made a comment about her tits. We walked away and I heard him yell “tell her to come suck my dick.”

Later a group of guys started following us and one of them asked which one of us gives better head. Anyways the night was about what you would expect from guys. They were just bothering us all night long so we had fun and went home.

We were both annoyed at the time but later i thought it was kinda hot and I got turned on by the thought of them saying those things.

what happened

Next weekend I went club hopping alone.

I didn’t really know what to expect tbh. I got drunk and had some fun. Then I stood outside for a bit, talked dirty with some guys. One guy asked if I wanted to go home with him. I was pretty drunk, I think I said I wanted to get food first but we got in his car and we talked a bit and I drifted off to sleep.

I woke up not long after and asked if we were at my place or his. We were at his place.

He led me inside and I almost fell asleep again when I felt him touching me and taking off my clothes. I stopped him and said I didn’t wanna have sex. He said he was just taking my clothes off and he wouldn’t do anything I’m not comfortable with and I told him to just let me sleep.

He left briefly then came back and completely ignored everything I said. He got on top of me and pinned me down with his weight and went in my pussy. It was really rough, he was pulling my hair and grabbing my throat, just doing whatever he wanted. At first I didn’t feel it because I was so drunk but as I sobered up more I realized I was being raped. I started crying out of frustration and felt like I was just letting him do it because I didn’t know what else to do. He came in me and left my neck and face bruised from holding me down and kissing and just being rough.

After he was done I put my clothes back on and as I was about to leave he came back and grabbed my hair again and pushed me down on my knees and made me suck him. He also forced me to say "thank you for the best night of my life” which I said reluctantly.

My face looked like a mess and my pussy and chest were also red. I think I still have the pics. I didn’t end up reporting him tho. It was all so confusing and I felt like a total idiot for putting myself in that situation. I felt gross for just letting it happen.

I’ve had sex before and I’ve had a few bad ones but this was different. I decided to post this here because this doesn’t feel appropriate for other rape subreddits. This happened several months ago and I still think about it often so it feels more appropriate here.

Now obviously it isn’t expected to be easy to find partners that share such taboo interests, but I always meet people that hype up their kinks only for reality to be a fraction of a shadow of what they say.

Numerous male and female partners insist they are the dirtiest freaks in the world that need to be dominated, only to barely like hair pulling. Some have talked at length about their intense cnc dreams, only to get the coldest of feet with gentle experimentation.

I understand it’s human nature, but it sucks when I know there are so many people out there that genuinely have a deep craving like I do to enjoy serious cnc and rape encounters.

Maybe I’m just bad at getting in the right crowds lol who knows

My boyfriend told me how abusive his dad was growing because he was an alcoholic but every time I was over he seemed pretty nice and in control of himself. Till one night he was drinking alot. Then he started a fight with my bf and I was going to chase after my bf after they fought but he wanted to walk by himself to cool off. So shortly after my bf leave his dad comes into his room still in a rage to yell at his son more. I confronted him since he was yelling me to get him to come back, he didn't like that and grabbed my neck with his hands and said this is gonna upset him more than degrading him. He bends me over my bf bed kicking and screaming and takes my pants off and just puts his dick in me and fucks my pussy until he came and still kept going till I stopped crying then he left the room and my boyfriend came back a few hours later I think and I was still laying how his dad had me naked with his cum dried on and down my legs