u/emptybraingirl

this morning my boyfriend asked to fuck me, and I said I wasn't in the mood to do all that. I'm 5 months pregnant with his baby, and so I am sore and moody. So my boyfriend begged and threw a tantrum like a child, and even though I scolded him like one, he started undressing me forcefully while whining and begging until he just raped me flat out. "Please? I just need it." He pouted even as he was already inside and thrusting into me.

I am 5 months pregnant and my boyfriend is becoming more and more abusive. But I keep masturbating about it instead of taking any action to leave him. This future child will definitely have to find her way away from her father, I am just too much of a loser stuck fawning and freezing to help yet.

this morning my boyfriend asked to fuck me, and I said I wasn't in the mood to do all that. I'm 5 months pregnant with his baby, and so I am sore and moody. So my boyfriend begged and threw a tantrum like a child, and even though I scolded him like one, he started undressing me forcefully while whining and begging until he just raped me flat out. "Please? I just need it." He pouted even as he was already inside and thrusting into me.

I am 5 months pregnant and my boyfriend is becoming more and more abusive. But I keep masturbating about it instead of taking any action to leave him. This future child will definitely have to find her way away from her father, I am just too much of a loser stuck fawning and freezing to help yet.

this morning my boyfriend asked to fuck me, and I said I wasn't in the mood to do all that. I'm 5 months pregnant with his baby, and so I am sore and moody. So my boyfriend begged and threw a tantrum like a child, and even though I scolded him like one, he started undressing me forcefully while whining and begging until he just raped me flat out. "Please? I just need it." He pouted even as he was already inside and thrusting into me.

I am 5 months pregnant and my boyfriend is becoming more and more abusive. But I keep masturbating about it instead of taking any action to leave him. This future child will definitely have to find her way away from her father, I am just too much of a loser stuck fawning and freezing to help yet.

We were at the lakeside park alone at night, and he got his fingers in my pants and I kept telling him I was worried about making a mess in his car, but he didn't care. He took my hand and put it on his dick, so I tried to give him a hand job, but it clearly wasn't going to get him off. So then he squeezed himself into my seat under me, and I felt kinda like a dirty thrill as he started railing me and I could barely keep my head from hitting the roof of the car as he just kept going. He didn't believe it when I squirt all over his lap and he came inside me. That was actually about two weeks before I got the Nexplanon arm implant birth control. I think this is how I got pregnant.
People say this sounds like rape? But it didn't feel like it was because I got off to it.

We were at the lakeside park alone at night, and he got his fingers in my pants and I kept telling him I was worried about making a mess in his car, but he didn't care. He took my hand and put it on his dick, so I tried to give him a hand job, but it clearly wasn't going to get him off. So then he squeezed himself into my seat under me, and I felt kinda like a dirty thrill as he started railing me and I could barely keep my head from hitting the roof of the car as he just kept going. He didn't believe it when I squirt all over his lap and he came inside me. That was actually about two weeks before I got the Nexplanon arm implant birth control. I think this is how I got pregnant.
People say this sounds like rape? But it didn't feel like it.

When I cum, my eyes roll back and my tongue comes out, and I'm told that I only learned that from porn subconsciously. I thought every girl made that stupid face, apparently I just grew up on hentai. But at least I think men like it?

My boyfriend that forces his fingers in my pants all the time said he would understand if I wanted an abortion. A nurse at the clinic showed me pictures of dead fetuses until I left sobbing, and my boyfriend said we'd make great parents and that I shouldn't worry. I don't want to tell him that I'm upset because this baby is forcing me to be tied to him, even though I love him. I guess I'm having commitment issues? I want to be with him forever, I don't mind that he gets handsy whenever he wants even though I never consented to it... But I mean, having his daughter is just different.

My boyfriend had been talking about breeding me, but I have had a Nexplanon implant so I was on birth control. Anyway, my boyfriend willed shit into reality because I am somehow three months pregnant and it's a healthy baby girl developing exactly how she's supposed to right now.
My boyfriend forces his fingers in my pants in the car all the time, even when he's driving. And I wasn't really sure if I'd ever tie myself down to him, because he doesn't make me feel like the epitome of feminism for being with him... But I love him, and he wants this baby.
My previous relationships have all been so much more abusive and nobody buys me food and bakes cookies with me and makes me feel as beautiful as he does, but I feel shitty for making excuses for the way he objectifies me blatantly when he can't keep his hands off my body 24/7.
He also says he is going to be one of those jealous dads who hate when his baby girl is old enough to date and be stolen by other men. Which my friend says sounds weird.

edit: Y'all are reading way too far into what my boyfriend will do to my daughter. He's a good man, he has shit he is trying to work through, that's all. He never hurts me even when he's handsy. And Americans are not bonded or attached to each other enough, you're all emotionally constipated and don't even have pda! I work service industry and it's embarrassing when I can't tell couples and siblings apart because none of you touch each other.

My boyfriend had been talking about breeding me, but I have had a Nexplanon implant so I was on birth control. Anyway, my boyfriend willed shit into reality because I am somehow three months pregnant and it's a healthy baby girl developing exactly how she's supposed to right now.
My boyfriend forces his fingers in my pants in the car all the time, even when he's driving. And I wasn't really sure if I'd ever tie myself down to him, because he doesn't make me feel like the epitome of feminism for being with him... But I love him, and he wants this baby.
My previous relationships have all been so much more abusive and nobody buys me food and bakes cookies with me and makes me feel as beautiful as he does, but I feel shitty for making excuses for the way he objectifies me blatantly when he can't keep his hands off my body 24/7.
He also says he is going to be one of those jealous dads who hate when his baby girl is old enough to date and be stolen by other men. Which my friend says sounds weird.

Sometimes I think about how victims shouldn't be so turned on my being raped, and I end up masturbating to the thought of a big monstrous man raping me like I'm merely on object until I'm making myself orgasm uncontrollably.
I want to be a free-use object to impregnate against my will.