u/emptybraingirl

Last night, I was looking at my belt in the mirror, and it looked big in a way that seemed off... My boyfriend wants a daughter so bad, but I am not ready. But of course I wake up nauseous again and it raised my paranoia, even though I do have an arm implant for birth control.
I have two different positive tests. One of my feminist friends just yesterday said "I love my future kids so much, I wouldn't bring them into this world." And I have kept seeing people say that on TikTok. But now I think I'm a disappointment to my friends, because I feel like I'm just fulfilling my man before I even have my life together.