u/MarriedNotEnough

Just had another ugly fight with my husband. We have a house and two teens. But I can’t stand to be in the same room with him. The resentment is just too much. I can’t stand anything about him. Not his passive habits in bed. Not his smell. Not his small dick. Not how he never initiates.

I hate that he doesn’t know I used to enjoy all sorts of men in my youth. That I lived with a bf who would tie me up regularly. How I have a creampie fetish. How I enjoyed getting in cars with total strangers.

I need it all now. Tell me dirty things. Show me your stranger dicks. Dont hold back, im losing my mind.

In a complex situation but I’m needing something different, something hard, something assertive. Curious as to what’s available out there. A stranger to be a bad girl with.

Waking up suddenly, not in the best frame of mind as I post this. Married c-town mother curious about what’s available out there. Not looking to fall in love.

To thoughts of an assertive stranger taking over, going wild, using me and fucking my brains out. His strong hands on my body, touching me, controlling me. Raw, primal. Getting into a situation where I am no longer in control.

My passive husband is sleeping next to me. It’s going to be a long day with these pent up thoughts and resentment…

Driving around now. Another fight with my husband. Columbia.

I feel like I’m in the midst of a crisis. In my second marriage with a sweet husband and two teenage daughters, I’ve grown to resent him. I’ve always had a much more active and messy side that I never fully let go of, and now it’s consuming me.

I’m struggling with control, enjoying men and attention from strangers that I shouldn’t be. Dirty, assertive, unfiltered, raw, primal . The attention gets me so hot and turned on. I love knowing men have a hard dick for me, all sorts of dick, and that they can’t control themselves in obsessive desire for me. I like being seen, known, and desired. I shouldn’t be here, but I’m not in a healthy place today. Let’s talk. Let’s discuss things I shouldn't be discussing, like how much I’m risking my marriage. I constantly crave dark things. I need men to talk to who know how to push and shock. Push me deeper into this world of wild men. Of hard drippy dicks. Of men who have dark cravings too.

Let’s talk. Get in deep into my life and desires and cravings.

Racing thoughts about being desired by all the wrong types of men. Assertive, dominant. Been struggling with a lot lately. Making poor choices.

Been fighting with my husband all night. Just need to talk to someone who knows how to handle a woman when she’s on fire with a strong appetite.

Married, two teen daughters from my first marriage. He’s sweet kind smart protector provider. But I need something more. I’ve always had a libido, and I love love love naughty attention from men. I feel so trapped in my current marriage. But I can feel myself getting worse. It’s been getting real bad lately. I think about dating apps, looks I get from men being out running errands. Posting here….wanting to talk to some real dirty perverts who’ll tell me all sorts of dirty things my husband never could…