(not so) wholesome goonery
I’m not entirely sure how wholesome this actually is all things considered but these days the end of my sessions end up with me thinking about my closest friend. There is actual mutual sexual attraction (and tension 👀) but I’ve never acted on it physically because I care about him too much and it would mess with my head. But goddam the surge I feel in my tummy when I send him a flirty selfie and he lets me know he could just cum looking at me…or when he lets me know he’s been thinking about me lately and I make him tell me all about it. He doesn’t know I fantasize about what his forearms would look like on each side of my head while he’s looking down at me and trying not to cum.
For now I beg internet strangers to come fuck me and that’s a lot of fun too. I wonder if he’d feel jealous? I’m a greedy girl and occasionally I think about him taking me along side some of these internet strangers. Having him find out what a horny freak I am and slutting me out bc he knows I deserve it <3