u/__sahanya__

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so coz my account is not old enough so i just searched confession and got this subreddit. In India, virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in relationship with by bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends).

The thing is I was wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it. And for around entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that i shud not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. They could slap me, beat me, bite me, kick me whatever they want to and i was not allowed to say no because it was part of the deal. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penis in my mouth and vagina.

I just accepted it coz i was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it's time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them. After a few days my current bf confessed that he love me. My bf is very nice and kind, i don't him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt coz i don't want to loose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it.

My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out.

I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (which I can't discuss here because people might laugh or feel embarrassed). Please suggest, I love him and want to marry him.

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so coz my account is not old enough so i just searched confession and got this subreddit. As you guys know in India, virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in relationship with by bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends).

The thing is I was wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it. And for around entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that i shud not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penis in my mouth and vagina.

I just accepted it coz i was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it's time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them. After a few days my current bf confessed that he love me. My bf is very nice and kind, i don't him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt coz i don't want to loose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it.

My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out.

I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (which I can't discuss here because people might laugh or feel embarrassed). Please suggest, I love him and want to marry him.

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so because my account is not old enough so i just searched confession and got this subreddit.

In my country, India virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in a relationship with my bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had a huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends).

The thing is I wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much as they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it.

And for around the entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that I should not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penises in my mouth and vagina. I just accepted it because I was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it was time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them.

After a few days my current bf confessed that he loves me. My bf is very nice and kind, I don't want him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt because I don't want to lose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it.

My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out.

I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (WHICH I CAN'T TELL HERE COZ PEOPLE MIGHT LAUGH OR FEEL EMBARASSED). Please suggest 🙏 I love him and want to marry him.

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so because my account is not old enough so i just searched confession and got this subreddit.

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As u guys know in India virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in a relationship with my bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had a huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends).

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The thing is I wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much as they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it.

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And for around the entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that I should not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penises in my mouth and vagina. I just accepted it because I was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it was time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them.

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After a few days my current bf confessed that he loves me. My bf is very nice and kind, I don't want him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt because I don't want to lose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it.

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My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out.

​

I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (WHICH I CAN'T TELL HERE COZ PEOPLE MIGHT LAUGH OR FEEL EMBARASSED). Please suggest 🙏 I love him and want to marry him.

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I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so because my account is not old enough so i just searched confession and got this subreddit.

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In my country virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in a relationship with my bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had a huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends).

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The thing is I wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much as they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it.

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And for around the entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that I should not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penises in my mouth and vagina. I just accepted it because I was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it was time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them.

​

After a few days my current bf confessed that he loves me. My bf is very nice and kind, I don't want him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt because I don't want to lose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it.

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My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out.

​

I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (WHICH I CAN'T DISCUSS HERE COZ PEOPLE MIGHT LAUGH OR FEEL EMBARASSED). Please suggest 🙏 I love him and want to marry him.

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so because my account is not old enough.

In my country virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in a relationship with my bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had a huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends).

The thing is I wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much as they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it.

And for around the entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that I should not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penises in my mouth and vagina. I just accepted it because I was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it was time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them.

After a few days my current bf confessed that he loves me. My bf is very nice and kind, I don't want him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt because I don't want to lose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it.

My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out.

I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (WHICH I CAN'T DISCUSS HERE COZ PEOPLE MIGHT LAUGH OR FEEL EMBARASSED). Please suggest 🙏 I love him and want to marry him.

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so coz my account is not old enough. In my country virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in a relationship with my bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman and a woman who was his firat everything. I had a huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends). The thing is I wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much as they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it. And for around the entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that i shud not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penis in my mouth and vagina. I just accepted it coz i was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it's time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them. After a few days my current bf confessed that he loves me. My bf is very nice and kind, I don't want him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt coz i don't want to lose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it. My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out. I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (WHICH I CAN'T DISCUSS HERE COZ PEOPLE MIGHT LAUGH OR FEEL EMBARASSED). Please suggest 🙏 I love him and want to marry him.

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so coz my account is not old enough. So i just searched for past confession and got this subreddit recommended. In my country virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in relationship with by bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends). The thing is I was wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it. And for around entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that i shud not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penis in my mouth and vagina. I just accepted it coz i was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it's time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them. After a few days my current bf confessed that he love me. My bf is very nice and kind, i don't him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt coz i don't want to loose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it. My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out. I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (WHICH I CAN'T DISCUSS HERE COZ PEOPLE MIGHT LAUGH OR FEEL EMBARASSED). Please suggest 🙏 I love him and want to marry him.

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I'm going through a similar situation that's why I'm asking, my boyfriend thinks I'm his first but i lied. Is it a big deal for u guys or not that much?

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so coz my account is not old enough. In my country virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in relationship with by bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends). The thing is I was wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it. And for around entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that i shud not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penis in my mouth and vagina. I just accepted it coz i was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it's time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them. After a few days my current bf confessed that he love me. My bf is very nice and kind, i don't him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt coz i don't want to loose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it. My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out. I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (which I can't discuss here because people might laugh or feel embarrassed). Please suggest 🙏 I love him and want to marry him.