"Its not cheating" if he's stressed or in sleep right?

Hello everyone. I searched confession and got this subreddit to confess.

I have a bf. I recently shifted to different city for college and now in long distance. My bestfriend also shifted for a course in same city and he knew a friend who would give a house to us for cheaper rate. So we became roommates. I didn't tell my bf and lied it's a female roommate because he might feel insecure.

Recently my childhood bestfriend's favourite team got out of football wc and since then he has been very frustrated and all of a sudden just starts removing pants and masturbates whenever he wants. I tried to stop but he doesn't listen and continues. I get angry but i also feel bad because he seems very frustrated.

And since the room only has one bed we share it, and in sleep also in frustration he gets horny and by mistake he starts sleeping in my chest thinking it is some pillow or it's his imaginary gf, or starts kissing me licking my underarms or face.

I try to wake him up then he feels bad that he did or he just doesn't wake up. Are these things cheating or not may i know?

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 14 days ago

Is it cheating if my childhood bestfriend masturbates in front of me or sleeps in same bed with me

Hello everyone. I searched confession and got this subreddit to confess.

I have a bf. I recently shifted to different city for college and now in long distance. My bestfriend also shifted for a course in same city and he knew a friend who would give a house to us for cheaper rate. So we became roommates. I didn't tell my bf and lied it's a female roommate because he might feel insecure.

Recently my childhood bestfriend's favourite team got out of football wc and since then he has been very frustrated and all of a sudden just starts removing pants and masturbates whenever he wants. I tried to stop but he doesn't listen and continues. I get angry but i also feel bad because he seems very frustrated.

And since the room only has one bed we share it, and in sleep also in frustration he gets horny and by mistake he starts sleeping in my chest thinking it is some pillow or it's his imaginary gf, or starts kissing me licking my underarms or face.

I try to wake him up then he feels bad that he did or he just doesn't wake up. Are these things cheating or not may i know?

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 14 days ago

F4M Is it cheating if my childhood bestfriend mastrubates in front of me or sleeps in the same bed

Hello everyone. I searched confession and got this subreddit to confess.

I have a bf. I recently shifted to different city for college and now in long distance. My bestfriend also shifted for a course in same city and he knew a friend who would give a house to us for cheaper rate. So we became roommates. I didn't tell my bf and lied it's a female roommate because he might feel insecure.

Recently my childhood bestfriend's favourite team got out of football wc and since then he has been very frustrated and all of a sudden just starts removing pants and masturbates whenever he wants. I tried to stop but he doesn't listen and continues. I get angry but i also feel bad because he seems very frustrated.

And since the room only has one bed we share it, and in sleep also in frustration he gets horny and by mistake he starts sleeping in my chest thinking it is some pillow or it's his imaginary gf, or starts kissing me licking my underarms or face.

I try to wake him up then he feels bad that he did or he just doesn't wake up. Are these things cheating or not may i know?

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 14 days ago

Is it cheating if my childhood bestfriend masturbates in front of me or sleeps in same bed with me

Hello everyone. I searched confession and got this subreddit to confess.

I have a bf. I recently shifted to different city for college and now in long distance. My bestfriend also shifted for a course in same city and he knew a friend who would give a house to us for cheaper rate. So we became roommates. I didn't tell my bf and lied it's a female roommate because he might feel insecure.

Recently my childhood bestfriend's favourite team got out of football wc and since then he has been very frustrated and all of a sudden just starts removing pants and masturbates whenever he wants. I tried to stop but he doesn't listen and continues. I get angry but i also feel bad because he seems very frustrated.

And since the room only has one bed we share it, and in sleep also in frustration he gets horny and by mistake he starts sleeping in my chest thinking it is some pillow or it's his imaginary gf. or starts kissing me licking my underarms or face.

I try to wake him up then he feels bad that he did or he just doesn't wake up. Are these things cheating or not may i know?

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 18 days ago

Is it cheating if my childhood bestfriend is masturbating in front of me or sleeps in same bed with me

Hello everyone. I searched confession and got this subreddit to confess.

I have a bf. I recently shifted to different city for college and now in long distance. My bestfriend also shifted for a course in same city and he knew a friend who would give a house to us for cheaper rate. So we became roommates. I didn't tell my bf and lied it's a female roommate because he might feel insecure.

Recently my childhood bestfriend's favourite team got out of football wc and since then he has been very frustrated and all of a sudden just starts removing pants and masturbates whenever he wants. I tried to stop but he doesn't listen and continues. I get angry but i also feel bad because he seems very frustrated.

And since the room only has one bed we share it, and in sleep also in frustration he gets horny and by mistake he starts sleeping in my chest thinking it is some pillow or it's his imaginary gf. or starts kissing me licking my underarms or face.

I try to wake him up then he feels bad that he did or he just doesn't wake up. Are these things cheating or not may i know?

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 1 month ago

Is it cheating if my childhood bestfriend mastrubates in front of me and sleeps in same bed with me?

Hello everyone. I searched confession and got this subreddit to confess.

I have a bf. I recently shifted to different city for college and now in long distance. My bestfriend also shifted for a course in same city and he knew a friend who would give a house to us for cheaper rate. So we became roommates. I didn't tell my bf and lied it's a female roommate because he might feel insecure.

Recently my childhood bestfriend's favourite team got out of football wc and since then he has been very frustrated and all of a sudden just starts removing pants and masturbates whenever he wants. I tried to stop but he doesn't listen and continues. I get angry but i also feel bad because he seems very frustrated.

And since the room only has one bed we share it, and in sleep also in frustration he gets horny and by mistake he starts sleeping in my chest thinking it is some pillow or it's his imaginary gf. or starts kissing me licking my underarms or face.

I try to wake him up then he feels bad that he did or he just doesn't wake up. Are these things cheating or not may i know?

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 1 month ago

Is it cheating if my childhood bestfriend masturbates in front of me and sleeps in same bed with me?

Hello everyone. I searched confession and got this subreddit to confess.

I have a bf. I recently shifted to different city for college and now in long distance. My bestfriend also shifted for a course in same city and he knew a friend who would give a house to us for cheaper rate. So we became roommates. I didn't tell my bf and lied it's a female roommate because he might feel insecure.

Recently my childhood bestfriend's favourite team got out of football wc and since then he has been very frustrated and all of a sudden just starts removing pants and masturbates whenever he wants. I tried to stop but he doesn't listen and continues. I get angry but i also feel bad because he seems very frustrated.

And since the room only has one bed we share it, and in sleep also in frustration he gets horny and by mistake he starts sleeping in my chest thinking it is some pillow or it's his imaginary gf. or starts kissing me licking my underarms or face.

I try to wake him up then he feels bad that he did or he just doesn't wake up. Are these things cheating or not may i know?

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 1 month ago

Is it cheating if my childhood bestfriend mastrubates in front of me and sleeps in same bed with me?

Hello everyone. I searched confession and got this subreddit to confess.

I have a bf. I recently shifted to different city for college and now in long distance. My bestfriend also shifted for a course in same city and he knew a friend who would give a house to us for cheaper rate. So we became roommates. I didn't tell my bf and lied it's a female roommate because he might feel insecure.

Recently my childhood bestfriend's favourite team got out of football wc and since then he has been very frustrated and all of a sudden just starts removing pants and masturbates whenever he wants. I tried to stop but he doesn't listen and continues. I get angry but i also feel bad because he seems very frustrated.

And since the room only has one bed we share it, and in sleep also in frustration he gets horny and by mistake he starts sleeping in my chest thinking it is some pillow or it's his imaginary gf. or starts kissing me licking my underarms or face.

I try to wake him up then he feels bad that he did or he just doesn't wake up. Are these things cheating or not may i know?

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 1 month ago

Is it cheating if my childhood bestfriend masturbates in front of me and sleeps in the same bed with me?

Hello everyone. I searched confession and got this subreddit to confess.

I have a bf. I recently shifted to different city for college and now in long distance. My bestfriend also shifted for a course in same city and he knew a friend who would give a house to us for cheaper rate. So we became roommates. I didn't tell my bf and lied it's a female roommate because he might feel insecure.

Recently my childhood bestfriend's favourite team got out of football wc and since then he has been very frustrated and all of a sudden just starts removing pants and masturbates whenever he wants. I tried to stop but he doesn't listen and continues. I get angry but i also feel bad because he seems very frustrated.

And since the room only has one bed we share it, and in sleep also in frustration he gets horny and by mistake he starts sleeping in my chest thinking it is some pillow or it's his imaginary gf. or starts kissing me licking my underarms or face.

I try to wake him up then he feels bad that he did or he just doesn't wake up. Are these things cheating or not may i know?

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 1 month ago

Is it cheating if my childhood bestfriend masturbates in front of me or sleeps in same bed with me?

Hello everyone. I searched confession and got this subreddit to confess.

I have a bf. I recently shifted to different city for college and now in long distance. My bestfriend also shifted for a course in same city and he knew a friend who would give a house to us for cheaper rate. So we became roommates. I didn't tell my bf and lied it's a female roommate because he might feel insecure.

Recently my childhood bestfriend's favourite team got out of football wc and since then he has been very frustrated and all of a sudden just starts removing pants and masturbates whenever he wants. I tried to stop but he doesn't listen and continues. I get angry but i also feel bad because he seems very frustrated.

And since the room only has one bed we share it, and in sleep also in frustration he gets horny and by mistake he starts sleeping in my chest thinking it is some pillow or it's his imaginary gf. or starts kissing me licking my underarms or face.

I try to wake him up then he feels bad that he did or he just doesn't wake up. Are these things cheating or not may i know?

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 1 month ago

Is it cheating if my childhood bestfriend mastrubates in front of me and sleeps in same bed with me?

Hello everyone. I searched confession and got this subreddit to confess.

I have a bf. I recently shifted to different city for college and now in long distance. My bestfriend also shifted for a course in same city and he knew a friend who would give a house to us for cheaper rate. So we became roommates. I didn't tell my bf and lied it's a female roommate because he might feel insecure.

Recently my childhood bestfriend's favourite team got out of football wc and since then he has been very frustrated and all of a sudden just starts removing pants and masturbates whenever he wants. I tried to stop but he doesn't listen and continues. I get angry but i also feel bad because he seems very frustrated.

And since the room only has one bed we share it, and in sleep also in frustration he gets horny and by mistake he starts sleeping in my chest thinking it is some pillow or it's his imaginary gf. or starts kissing me licking my underarms or face.

I try to wake him up then he feels bad that he did or he just doesn't wake up. Are these things cheating or not may i know?

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 1 month ago

Is it cheating if my childhood bestfriend mastrubates in front of me and sleeps in same bed with me?

Hello everyone. I searched confession and got thia subreddit to confess.

I have a bf. I recently shifted to different city for college and now in long distance. My bestfriend also shifted for a course in same city and he knew a friend who would give a house to us for cheaper rate. So we became roommates. I didn't tell my bf and lied it's a female roommate because he might feel insecure.

Recently my childhood bestfriend's favourite team got out of football wc and since then he has been very frustrated and all of a sudden just starts removing pants and masturbates whenever he wants. I tried to stop but he doesn't listen and continues. I get angry but i also feel bad because he seems very frustrated.

And since the room only has one bed we share it, and in sleep also in frustration he gets horny and by mistake he starts sleeping in my chest thinking it is some pillow or it's his imaginary gf. or starts kissing me licking my underarms or face.

I try to wake him up then he feels bad that he did or he just doesn't wake up. Are these things cheating or not may i know?

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 1 month ago

I lied to my boyfriend about my virginity

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so saying it was nsfw confession so i searched nsfw confession and got this subreddit. As u guys know in India virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in relationship with by bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends).

The thing is I was wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it. And for around entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that i shud not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them.They could slap me, beat me, bite me, kick me whatever they want to and i was not allowed to say no because it was part of the deal. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penis in my mouth and vagina.

I just accepted it coz i was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome many times and then i decided that it's time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them. After a few days my current bf confessed that he love me. My bf is very nice, sensitive and kind, i don't him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt coz i don't want to loose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it.

My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. We will hopefully Marry each other one day, we both love each other a lot. He's so pure and innocent I'll love him forever. It just hurts that i lied to him and i feel guilty about it. But if i tell the truth he'll definitely leave.

I also asked my childhood bestfriend for suggestion as he's my roommate now. He told me u can lie about hymen that u broke it during cycling or exercise. He also checked if my vagina is loose or not to help me but he's still not sure. I just hope it's not too loose because they used me everyday and their penises were big and thick compared to my bf. Please suggest.

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 1 month ago
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I lied to my boyfriend about my virginity because i was used by two men

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so saying it not nsfw confession. So i searched nsfw confession and got this subreddit. As you guys know in india virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in relationship with by bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends).

The thing is I was wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it. And for around entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that i shud not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them.They could slap me, beat me, bite me, kick me whatever they want to and i was not allowed to say no because it was part of the deal. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penis in my mouth and vagina.

I just accepted it coz i was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it's time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them. After a few days my current bf confessed that he love me. My bf is very nice and kind, i don't him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt coz i don't want to loose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it.

My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out.

I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (which I can't discuss here because people might laugh or feel embarrassed). Please suggest, I love him and want to marry him.

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 1 month ago

I lied to my boyfriend that I'm a virgin [MFM]

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so because my account is not old enough so i just searched confession and got this subreddit.

In my country, India virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in a relationship with my bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had a huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends).

The thing is I wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much as they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it.

And for around the entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that I should not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penises in my mouth and vagina. I just accepted it because I was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it was time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them.

After a few days my current bf confessed that he loves me. My bf is very nice and kind, I don't want him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt because I don't want to lose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it.

My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out.

I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (WHICH I CAN'T TELL HERE COZ PEOPLE MIGHT LAUGH OR FEEL EMBARASSED). Please suggest πŸ™ I love him and want to marry him.

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 2 months ago

My boyfriend thinks I'm (18)[F] a virgin but i lied

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so because my account is not old enough so i just searched confession and got this subreddit.

​

As u guys know in India virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in a relationship with my bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had a huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends).

​

The thing is I wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much as they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it.

​

And for around the entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that I should not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penises in my mouth and vagina. I just accepted it because I was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it was time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them.

​

After a few days my current bf confessed that he loves me. My bf is very nice and kind, I don't want him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt because I don't want to lose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it.

​

My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out.

​

I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (WHICH I CAN'T TELL HERE COZ PEOPLE MIGHT LAUGH OR FEEL EMBARASSED). Please suggest πŸ™ I love him and want to marry him.

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 3 months ago

I lied that I'm a virgin to my bf

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I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so because my account is not old enough so i just searched confession and got this subreddit.

​

In my country virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in a relationship with my bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had a huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends).

​

The thing is I wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much as they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it.

​

And for around the entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that I should not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penises in my mouth and vagina. I just accepted it because I was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it was time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them.

​

After a few days my current bf confessed that he loves me. My bf is very nice and kind, I don't want him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt because I don't want to lose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it.

​

My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out.

​

I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (WHICH I CAN'T DISCUSS HERE COZ PEOPLE MIGHT LAUGH OR FEEL EMBARASSED). Please suggest πŸ™ I love him and want to marry him.

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 3 months ago

I 18(F) lied to my bf about my virginity

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so because my account is not old enough.

In my country virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in a relationship with my bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman. I had a huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends).

The thing is I wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much as they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it.

And for around the entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that I should not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penises in my mouth and vagina. I just accepted it because I was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it was time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them.

After a few days my current bf confessed that he loves me. My bf is very nice and kind, I don't want him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt because I don't want to lose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it.

My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out.

I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (WHICH I CAN'T DISCUSS HERE COZ PEOPLE MIGHT LAUGH OR FEEL EMBARASSED). Please suggest πŸ™ I love him and want to marry him.

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 3 months ago

I lied to my boyfriend about being a virgin

I'm new on reddit. I'm learning how to use this app. I wanted to use the other confession page but they didn't allow me to do so coz my account is not old enough. In my country virginity is an important thing, so can't just openly say I'm not a virgin. I have been in a relationship with my bf for a few months, he always preferred a virgin woman and a woman who was his firat everything. I had a huge crush on him so lied to him that i was a virgin. But actually before i met him, i had made two male friends in high school (who still are my friends). The thing is I wanted to not do my assignments and homework in my highschool and just wanted to hangout and have fun. So both my male friends had a deal with me that they will get to have sex with me whenever they want and as much as they want and in return they will do my projects, assignments, and homework for me. Since i was young and immature, i just agreed to it. And for around the entire 1.5 years of high school I was just used by them like i was a toy for them. They would just have sex with me almost everyday, once oral and once penetrative minimum everyday. If we hung out at their house, it was like a rule that i shud not be wearing any clothes. If we went on a trip in their car, i would have to be giving them blowjob minimum like a fees to enjoy the trip with them. It was so much like i still feel like they have their penis in my mouth and vagina. I just accepted it coz i was too lazy to do any work and just wanted to hangout all the time. We also had a threesome one time and then i decided that it's time to start studying myself and stopped doing those things with them. After a few days my current bf confessed that he loves me. My bf is very nice and kind, I don't want him to be heartbroken. I love him a lot and want to marry him. Is it okay to not tell him that I'm not a virgin to protect from getting hurt coz i don't want to lose him. I just wanted to feel how sex was so i used to do whatever they said and now i regret it. My parents and my bf's parents also know about our relationship now. I'm just worried about him finding it about it through my body. Luckily he never noticed anything looking at my mouth being loose by blowjobs or something like that. What to do about my vagina getting loose or hymen being broken. I have only had oral with him and not penetration yet coz i was scared of him finding out. I also asked my BESTFRIEND and he also advised me not to tell my boyfriend to protect him. He even offered a solution (WHICH I CAN'T DISCUSS HERE COZ PEOPLE MIGHT LAUGH OR FEEL EMBARASSED). Please suggest πŸ™ I love him and want to marry him.

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u/__sahanya__ β€” 3 months ago