I thought about eating my best friend’s pussy for four days before I actually did it [FF]
Sienna told me her boyfriend doesn't eat pussy on a random Wednesday night in her dorm, and I walked back to mine like a normal person, and then I did not have one normal thought for four days.
We're both 18, freshman year, attached at the hip since move-in, and I can tell you the stupidest shit about her, like how she steals my hoodies and eats the frosting off cupcakes first and cries at dog videos, and I did not know until last week that her boyfriend Cole, who's 20, has never gone down on her. Not once. He told her he's just not a going down guy, like it was a fun fact about himself, and she said it to me sitting on her bed in those black sleep shorts with her knees pulled up, and her voice got small in this way that made me want to put my fist through his stupid face.
We were supposed to be half studying. Paige, her roommate, was at her boyfriend's. Cole had just gotten off FaceTime with her, ten minutes, he was tired, he was already in bed, he didn't ask her anything. She locked her phone, stared at the wall, and then she told me, and she also told me she waits until he's asleep and finishes with her fingers in the bathroom so she doesn't make him feel bad, which is so depressing I wanted to scream. I told her that was fucked. I told her she deserves to come in someone's mouth. I did not say I could do it. I hugged her, I stole a piece of her gum, I walked home in the cold, and I went to bed like I was fine.
I was not fine.
Thursday we got lunch and she stole my fries like she always does and I kept looking at her mouth and then looking away like a freak. Friday we have psych together and she wore a skirt and sat with her thigh against my thigh the way she always does, except now I could feel the heat of it and I kept thinking about her in those sleep shorts saying he just doesn't do it, and I got wet in class, which is so embarrassing I almost walked out 😭 My ex used to go down on me like it was nothing, like he actually wanted to, and that night I lay in bed thinking about that, and then I had my hand in my shorts and I had to stop because I was thinking about Sienna's pussy and that is not a thought you're supposed to have about your best friend.
Saturday she texted me Cole's at some 21st, Paige is gone, come over. I sat on that text for like twenty minutes before I said yes, which I never do, I always just go. I brought Thai from the place on 4th, drunken noodles for her, pad thai for me, and she opened the door in MY gray hoodie and those same black sleep shorts and no makeup and I got this drop in my chest like oh. Oh no.
We ate on her bed. We talked about nothing. She kept checking if Cole had texted and he hadn't, and the longer we sat there the more I could feel Wednesday sitting in the room with us, and I kept looking at the strip of her thigh where the shorts had ridden up, and she caught me once and didn't say anything, she just tucked her hair behind her ear and went pink. I wanted to pretend I was only mad for her. I was mad for her. I was also so turned on I could feel it in my underwear and I hated that, and I also didn't, and I sat there eating cold noodles trying to decide if I was going to be a coward again.
I wasn't.
I told her I had been thinking about what she said, and she went still, and I told her I couldn't stop, and I told her if she wanted, I would. I would eat her pussy. I said it like that, out loud, in her dorm, with the Thai containers still on the nightstand, and my face was so hot I wanted to die, and she stared at me for a second like she was checking if I was joking. I wasn't. I said I could lock the door. She nodded, very small, and whispered okay, and that okay did something to me I am not going to recover from 💀
I locked the door. I turned off the overhead light so it was just her desk lamp, yellow and close. I got back on the bed and she was already breathing like she'd been running, and I put my hands on her knees and waited until she let them fall open, and then I pulled her shorts down and she wasn't wearing anything under them, and I am not kidding, she was already so wet it was shiny on her, it had soaked a little dark spot into the crotch of the shorts, and when I spread her with my thumbs it clung in a string between my fingers.
I could smell her before I even put my mouth on her. Warm, a little like her vanilla lotion on her inner thighs, and then under that it was just pussy, clean, not sweet. I looked at her. She had her head tipped back against the pillows with her hand over her mouth already, watching me between her fingers, and I had this very calm, very insane thought of I am going to eat my best friend's pussy on purpose, not drunk in a bathroom, on purpose, and then I licked her from the bottom all the way up.
The first lick was mostly the taste of skin and lotion and then I got to her clit and it was saltier, warmer, it coated my tongue. She made a sound into her hand and her hips jumped and I held her thighs open and did it again, slower, and she was so wet it was on my chin immediately, it made that wet little sound, and it started running down toward her ass and I licked that too because it was there and I wanted all of it. I told her she tasted good, and I meant it, it tasted like clean pussy, not perfume, not fruit, just her, and the more I licked the wetter she got, like it was coming out of her, slick and warm, and I kept swallowing because there was nowhere else for it to go.
I didn't totally know what I was doing so I did what I like, I sucked her clit into my mouth and used the flat of my tongue under it, and I put two fingers in her because she was open enough that it was easy, hot, tight, she clenched when I curled them, and she said wait, there, there, in this wrecked whisper that I am going to hear for the rest of my life. Her other hand was in my hair too hard. My jaw started to ache and I did not care. My own pussy was so wet I could feel it when I shifted on my knees and that is so humiliating to admit but it's true, I was dripping from eating her out, from the smell, from her thighs shaking against my ears.
It took a while. Like actually a while, not a cute amount of time, my knees hurt, my mouth was shiny, her wetness was down my wrist. She kept trying to stay quiet because even with Paige gone the walls are trash, and every time she slipped and let a moan out I got meaner about it, I sucked harder, I fucked her with my fingers slower so she could feel it. She came with her thighs clamped around my head and her hand smashed over her mouth and I felt it, I felt her pulse against my tongue, and there was more of it suddenly, thinner, wetter, and I stayed there and licked her through it because that was the whole point, I wanted her to come in someone's mouth for real, not the bathroom finger version she does after Cole rolls over.
She was too sensitive after and she pushed at my head and I sat up with it all over my mouth and my chin and even the tip of my nose, and she looked at me like that, wrecked, shiny, my hoodie rucked up under her tits, and she started laughing this tiny shocked laugh and I started laughing too because WHAT. What did we just do. I could still taste her. I could see how wet the sheet was under her ass.
I told her I would do that whenever she wanted, any time she felt like coming in someone's mouth and Cole wasn't going to be that person, she could just text me. She covered her face with both hands and said you're insane, and then she said okay, and then she pulled me up and we lay there with her leg over mine, not talking, and my face was still wet and I didn't wipe it off yet because I didn't want to.
I walked home after and I could still taste her, salt and clean and a little vanilla at the edges, and I kept running my tongue over my teeth like a psychopath 😇 Now she texts me at night sometimes and I already know what it means, and I told her yes already, so like. Here we are.