Hello Masters and Mistresses,
My submissiveness remains ever persistent, and the need to be controlled, exposed, belittled and mocked for how I obey, how I move and how I submit, runs through my veins.
I have been in and out of dynamics. My previous dynamic was a full fledged tpe and ever since I have been seeking for the same sort of control, one that feels like a manacle around my throat. One where I am ordered on what I am supposed to wear, what I am supposed to eat, how I behave in public, what I stuff into my pussy, how I deny myself and how I humiliate myself.
I am looking for control that captures all of my life. Control that is intelligent, aware, perceptive and just manipulative enough to make me sink further in further down. To unmake me and remake me. I have been in this game of searching for online dominants for a while so I know what general questions you would ask, and I have provided answers in the above paragraphs already. The first paragraph highlights what submission means to me, the second is a description of my previous experience and the third is my expectation of what I want from the dynamics.
I live in a college dorm. I have roommates. Privacy would be limited but I am not here to simply ask for masturbation and denial instructions. I am here to have my day structured, to have control that wraps around me discreetly. Written on my skin under my clothes. Grafted into my routine such that I have to ask you before using the washroom, in you making me shave myself every morning without fail. In counting my calories and wearing only what you allow me to wear. Make my submission not entirely sexual, make it humiliating.
My limits are non negotiable. I will not be sending you pictures of myself, you will have to make peace with me saying that I have done it. I will send pictures of what outfits I wear, or what is my schedule, what food I eat and the like, but pictures of me? Or video calls? Thats a no. I will not be doing anything anal, or anything involving musk or toilet stuff.
I have a life, and am invested in academics. I am drawn towards intelligent people so if you come into my dm’s barking nonsense there is a good chance I would be very mean to you. I have a mean queen bee persona that can be muted only by a powerful, intelligent man that I would be able to respect. If you are over 45, do not interact. If you cannot read and will ask questions that my post already provides answers to, do not bother stepping into my dm’s.
If you feel like you can work with me and around me, tell me your timezone (TPE would work only if we are within 5 hours of each other, I want someone who is frequently online.) Tell me what your preferred playform is, what is your level of protocol and investment in my day (high protocol and investment to the point of obsession will be prioritized) and describe a day of my life one week into the dynamic.