u/Complete-River9

I’ve been discussing and fantasising cuckolding with my now wife for a few years. We always said when we’re married we’d do it. Now she’s really keen, she loves fantasising about having a big cock bull stretch her out and have me cleanup. Now it’s not just fantasy it seems scary, what if she realises I can’t really fulfil her and she only wants the bull. What if cleaning her up is actually gross and not the insane turn on I imagine it to be. She even mentions having him try and breed her and because she’s 39 it seems partly serious. Looking for advice from other cucks who took the plunge and did you regret it?