u/Comprehensive_Egg715

I’ve been taking tapentadol and oxycodone since roughly march/april 2025, mainly tapentadol since oxycodone is very expensive where I live whereas tapentadol is very cheap. I’ve managed to maintain it to a point where I still don’t experience any withdrawal but I feel completely flat emotionally and unmotivated without them and my body feels really tired. Up until a couple months ago I would really look forward to dosing and it was the only thing I thought about since I started, now I’m at a point where I’m really indecisive about what I buy. Usually everytime I would purchase drugs I’d buy as much oxy and tapentadol as I could afford, about 300mg oxycodone and 4000mg of tapentadol across 2-3 days. I feel indecisive now when I’m about to buy, like I’m conflicted on whether I should just buy a bunch of weed or get more opiates. Not really sure why I’m writing this out tbh I guess I just needed some advice and needed to vent. Everytime I buy weed instead of opiates I regret it and the weed feels like a shitty gas station high that I’ve wasted my money on. Will the feeling of desperation for opioids go away if I just numb it out with weed for a while?

Am i more likely to nod on oxy if I swallow it rather than snorting? I’ve been doing oxy for about a year now but i’ve never tried popping it. Is it any better and how much longer should I expect it to last?

I took 600mg of tapentadol about an hour ago and am only feeling slight effects, should I expect it to hit harder soon or is my tolerance too high? I’ve tested them and they are indeed real

i sniffed 5 80mg oxys and swallowed a 200mg morphine pill yesterday, today i am extremely dizzy and motion sick. I cant even walk without throwing up from the movement and I’m throwing up more than I ever have. is this opioid poisoning or what?