r/opiates

The things that are considered normal to us, is shocking to "normal" people. Sometimes I forget how fucked up I am and that the way I live is not normal. But I hide it so much and I'm so scared. I want to be a good girl and get married and have kids. Love someone but I'm so afraid and insecure.

I don't have any real friends or healthy friends. The things I've done are pure debauchery. I keep thinking someone or something will change but it's another birthday and nothing. The years are blowing by so fast and I'm still just embarrassed to talk about what I've been through. Was just 20 and now I'm 35 years old.

I never got over the death of the only good man in my life and I only find happiness in things I shouldn't and sometimes I'm jealous of the ones who died. They don't have to be sick or struggle and don't get old and ugly. The obituaries used to make me sad now I long to be in one like some weirdo. Anyway stay safe you guys love you much.

Or does anyone know any dodgy pharmacies in Patong that will sell this stuff?

I didnt bring any oxy over because of how controlled it was here but I'm looking to chill out and help with the back pain a bit.

i did a gram of 99.1% coke (testee it few times its 93-99% pure) IV from 12:30-18:30, at 17:00 i took 2mg of xan and at 19:30 i did like 50-60mg of IV morphine and an hour later like another 30mg of IV morphine, i took the morphine but I forgot that i took xannys too so now i‘m really scared that I might have an overdose. Its currently 21:30 and I feel fine, heart is still kinda racing like 120 bpm. will I be fine?

Wednesday, I took a 5mg Norco. Yesterday, I took a 5mg Percocet. Today I’m trying to chill but I’m still dealing with a mean toothache and an injured wrist, can’t even lift a bag or do a push up anymore. Either way, I was trying to wait till the morning to take anymore, 10 mg norcos, I’d take one and a half. Hypothetically, if I take any tonight, tmr and Saturday then chill on them for a while, would I be fine after not taking them? Will I still be feeling relief on Saturday’s dose? Hell, should I thug it out and just take some Tylenol 500’s instead? I have taken opiates on and off since last year, mostly when in pain. My tolerance is relatively low. I’m just stuck between relieving my pain and risking withdrawal/dependence. Edit: allergic to ibuprofen

i know the bioavailability is super low but eating em grts me higher than snorting them, also after ive snorted like 2 my nose gets clogged up. im prolly the only one like this. talking about the 8mg shields

I'm curious, I have gotten up to 60mg orally... And I am getting not effect at all. I have never snorted but was curious if I should try and if so how much at once

I’ve been wondering why I act so weird on opioids. Like I’ve never heard about anyone sharing the same experience but I get so fucking compulsive on opioids. I act so weird hyper fixating tweaked out on opioids more than it’s ever occurred with stimulants. Idk I just get stuck on stupid actions and waste my time till I go to sleep late in the morning because I just couldn’t quit the stupid things I did like a robot.

Day 3 “sober” . Got my hands on 4 oxy 10s and I’m not too sure what to do with them

I’ve only used it a handful of times when I found some old ones from an injury and I love how it feels, I feel calm and warm and safe but I’m just worried I like it too much. Is the only reason I’m not doing all the time because I don’t have any? And I don’t want to keep doing it but I know if I found a way to get more I would

I have found out that when I mix kratom and benzos I get the warm nodding out euphoric feeling that I lost long time ago with opioids because of tolerance. I don't want to do hard opioids like fent for obvious reasons so this was a nice discovery because I thought I will never get it back. Anyone else have this experience?

I just need a boost, I was on a small dose for a while and stopped sub but I have a bunch left. I want to get high today, how much would I take?

I got a sample off of a vendor with really good reviews

, all number four. got two types of Afghan. One is like a tan color and the other is like an off-owhite sort of gray.

Those are apparently the best two and apparently totally fent free. Totally pure. Real China White is the third and it's beautiful as so good, and two types of Afghan old stock, And they all dissolve instantly in water with some minor tan coloring in the water is indistinguishable from before.

Uya selection (understandably I got far more CW that. These combined, but I'm guessing at least a .35 or half gram.

Anyway, how can I test them? Are there better fent strips? I have a reagent kit but that shows presence of heroin rather than presence of what you don't want that could be there, like fent. This heroin review is really really well. Apparently it's like perfectly clean dope like you used to get in the '90s and I trust it. But I'm worried that it maybe has a small amount of fentanyl in it so that people won't notice.

I’m interested in knowing what got this group to try opiates. Were they prescribed pain killers, experimenting with drugs for fun, not knowing what you had was an opiate, depression?

As someone who’s never done them and would never try them unless I was in chronic pain and authorised by a doctor, it interests me why people take such a potential life changing drug. My theory is that most of you will have tried them as pain relief from a doctor. If it was from a doctor, did you get addicted?
If you wanted to try them for fun, were you educated on them before you tried them or was it in the past when less understanding to opioid medication was around, and if you knew the potential consequences to taking them, what made you take them anyway?

Had about 80 pills in my pocket, spilled a bit of energy drink on that pocket (not inside). The pills do have a coating. Pills started to dissolve a bit and the coating is somewhat gone, but the pills are still intact, but look a little weird due to half the coating being dissolved. I managed to get them out and dry the pills of on some paper and now I have them in a ziplock bag. Will these still work?

Hey guys. I am a long time addict. I was on opiates for years, then clean for a year, then relapsed for 7 months, then clean for 3 months again untill I messed up finding a stash I forgot for a long time. I got weak and took 1 of them in the mornings, but never redosed over the day. In my active addiction I snorted them and in like crazy amounts (400mg daily in my 7 month relapse). But the past 3 days I took 1 orally every morning.

I was feeling pretty well after the 3 months. Almost none/no PAWS anymore. So Idk what to expect from these 3 days, because I very well know that the physical symptoms can kick in pretty quickly again. But I never had a situation where I ""only"" lapsed for 3 days without redosing or going higher with the doses over the days. It was also no "nodding doses". I was pretty euphoric though and the itching on the face came back.

What do you guys think I can expect tomorrow? Hopefully not like being so KO that I cant go to work and shit.

How do I smoke this stuff?

Google says foil, but do I need to heat it slowly abd expect it to liquidise before bubbling and smoking or will it just burn straight from powder to smoke?

I’m not getting much from snorting, don’t wanna waste it—so advice would be appreciated!

On a few points of #4 and wondering if having a few hits off my dmt vape would be enjoyable? Anyone tried this combo & is there any possible dangerous interactions? I’ve tried shrooms and oxy together before and it was very pleasant

Hey, I have been using daily for about 3 months, my daily intake is at 300mg, I dont chase the high, I take around 120mg when I wake up, sometimes 100mg, sometimes 130mg, if I take like 150-160mg will I get a little bit high? Because now I am not getting high at all, I just not get sick. I know that oxy stops getting you high after some time, but I think that 3 months is a little bit fast and maybe I need to take more, whats ur guys opinion

This is NOT a source question—it’s a yes/no question. I’ve been off the shit for a couple years now but I’m just curious if it’s out there and if anyone is still experiencing it??

I used to buy strictly from the DW so I know it’s a little bit different of a world but man I don’t think I’ve had real shit since probably 2018/2019. I feel like it’s a thing of the past and anytime I hear anyone talking about doing h I just immediately assume their shit is nothing but fent or worse these days xylazine, tranq, whatever, whether they know it or not. Then I feel guilty for that assumption lol so I’m just genuinely curious if that’s an accurate assessment or not

Edit to add: I’m in the US so mostly wondering about here

So curious way would it take (days of use vs days of no use) to stay away from having withdrawals. Anybody have any input?