First time sucking another man [true story]
Last night around 11pm I was horny as hell scrolling Reddit and Pornhub like usual. I’m bi, and I’ve always been one of those guys who talks about meeting up and sucking a guy off, but when it comes time to actually do it, I chicken out. Every single time.
I’ve had toys and dildos for years and always fantasized about finally doing it for real, but I never followed through.
For some reason though, last night felt different.
I came across this older guy on Reddit and he sent me a pic of his cock. Honestly, it just looked perfect to me. Not too big, not too small, just really attractive. Uncut too. I couldn’t stop thinking about wrapping my lips around it.
We started messaging back and forth and he kept talking about how he’d been holding his load for like two weeks and needed to dump it in someone’s mouth. That alone had me going crazy.
I kept acting interested but nervous at the same time, asking for more pics because I was stalling. Eventually he replied: “Do you want pics or do you want this?”
After some hesitation he followed it with: “So am I doing this myself or are you coming over?”
That snapped me out of it a bit. I admitted I was nervous and asked if we could exchange face pics. I sent one, didn’t really get much back, but eventually I just thought: Fuck it.
I realized I didn’t even care what he looked like anymore. It was his cock I wanted.
Before leaving I even thought about cleaning out in case he wanted to fuck, but when I asked he said he only wanted a blowjob tonight. Weirdly that relaxed me a lot.
While getting ready I almost backed out multiple times. I kept pacing around telling myself I was actually insane for doing this. But I also knew I’d been beating around the bush with this fantasy for years.
He had also told me beforehand that he loved having the head of his cock played with and his balls sucked. Weirdly that stuck in my head and made me even more excited because I already knew exactly how I wanted to do it.
So before leaving, I pulled out my big dildo and “practiced” for a bit. Deepthroating it, gagging on it, making it sloppy. Practicing using my tongue around the head and sucking on the balls the way he said he liked. I knew exactly how I wanted to suck him. Lots of spit, lots of throat, lots of sloppiness.
By the time I left, I was actually excited.
The whole drive there was a mix of panic and anticipation. Halfway there I almost turned around, but then it hit me: I was finally about to suck a real cock for the first time.
When I parked he sent me another pic, this time soft and limp, and seeing it made me even more excited.
He was waiting outside his downtown apartment building to bring me up. Midnight, huge tower, elevator ride to the 30th floor with a complete stranger from Reddit whose name I didn’t even know. It felt surreal.
He was older, clean, calm, and honestly pretty nice which helped settle my nerves a little.
The second we got into his condo he pulled his pants down and basically said: “Well, we know what we’re here for.”
So I got on my knees and started slow, kissing the head, licking the shaft and balls, teasing him a bit before really taking him into my mouth. He asked me to use my hands at first while he relaxed, so I stroked him and slowly worked back into sucking him.
Once he got harder I started mixing shallow strokes with deeper ones and eventually started deepthroating him between breaths.
We moved to the bedroom so he could lay back more comfortably. He told me to get naked too, and I honestly forgot I even still had clothes on because I was so focused on sucking him off.
While I was sucking him he started playing with my balls and stroking my cock too. Honestly that should’ve made me hard instantly, but I was so nervous and so focused on trying to please him that I couldn’t really stay hard. Part of me was worried I wasn’t doing a good enough job because he wasn’t fully hard the whole time either.
But he was also 56 and probably nervous too since I’m 34. But I didn't care. And kept trying.
Eventually though I found a rhythm he really liked.
I started doing this slow swirling motion with my tongue and cheek while taking him halfway down repeatedly. Suddenly he started moaning louder and hitting me with the classic: “Right there… don’t stop…”
That instantly turned me on even more.
Then completely out of nowhere he exploded in my mouth. I was not expecting it.
The first burst honestly caught me off guard because there was so much of it. Some went down my throat but most of it spilled out over his cock and balls while I kept sucking him.
The second I tasted it, I realized I fucking loved it.
Something about feeling him cum in my mouth after wanting this for so long was insanely hot to me. I started licking every drop off him, his cock, balls, pubic area, everything. Even after he went soft I kept sucking him just to taste it and get every drop.
Afterward we just laid there talking for awhile while I kept kissing and licking him clean.
We talked for a bit after getting dressed but I left shortly after.
Driving home I couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Later that night I ended up jerking off thinking about his cock and the taste of his cum still in my mouth. I kept spitting into my hand while jerking off because in my head it felt like I was still using his cum to stroke my cock with and that turned me on all over again.
Safe to say I finally crossed something off my list… and I definitely want to do it again.