u/ConclusionNo4292

So I (22M) have been exploring the possibility of being bi by fantasizing about being with men, but sometimes my fantasies turn quite dark and involve me being raped by a man or even by multiple men. I know that I don't actually want to be raped, but I feel so gross for fantasizing about something so dark and wrong. Does any know why I have this fantasy and a way I can stop having it?