u/Conflicting-View

Got absolutely obliterated all week long on vacation and did something completely out there happened involving the wife and much too much tequila.

There's a bit of jealousy and hurt on my end and the feeling of a failure as a husband.

But admittedly also I can't help but get turned on thinking about it in my head these past few weeks since returning home...

While on vacation in the Dominican, my wife blew a staff member there. It happened under not so great circumstances and I was very mad in the moment.

Weeks later now and I can't stop thinking about it and don't know what to do with the feeling of liking something not so great that happened to my wife while I was passed out drunk back in the room like a moron.

Anyone else dealt with that contradictory feeling around such things?

DMs are open. Thanks 🙏🏼

I will keep a long story short but feel free to comment or inbox if you wish.

Context; fiance' is 5'6" , Blonde, 125lbs, light eyes, gorgeous smile

Got a bit crazy on magic mushrooms on the weekend with my new fiance'/ wifey to be and my best friend who will be the best man at our wedding next summer. We started with day drinks, added in mushrooms, and the night got silly from there. This isn't too extreme I'm sure compared to others...but it was extreme to me what transpired next. To sum it up we were all on the couch watching a movie, my woman was sat in the middle wearing pajama pants and a little white tank top. After some time she started playing with me under a blanket and I just tilted my my head back and zoned out of the movie and enjoyed the extra sensation it was all causing due to the shrooms. Well I opened my eyes and kind of leaned my head forward after I don't know how much time, and I could see she was jerking my bestie too! I was so high, we all were, that I just acted like I hardly noticed and tipped my head back again. Found out he's a good few inches longer than me though lol it was all cool in the moment and it seemed like no big thing...but now I'm wondering if it's an elephant in the room or if I just chalk it up to what it was..a one off. We both eventually came onto the floor infront of us, wiped up with the blanket a bit, and went on with the movie with nothing but some mushroom laughs lol

Also, don't know how to feel about the fact he was in her ring hand 😅

Anyways that's my wild confession. Thanks for reading 🙏🏻

I will keep a long story short but feel free to comment or inbox if you wish.

Context; fiance' is 5'6" , Blonde, 125lbs, light eyes, gorgeous smile

Got a bit crazy on magic mushrooms on the weekend with my new fiance'/ wifey to be and my best friend who will be the best man at our wedding next summer. We started with day drinks, added in mushrooms, and the night got silly from there. This isn't too extreme I'm sure compared to others...but it was extreme to me what transpired next. To sum it up we were all on the couch watching a movie, my woman was sat in the middle wearing pajama pants and a little white tank top. After some time she started playing with me under a blanket and I just tilted my my head back and zoned out of the movie and enjoyed the extra sensation it was all causing due to the shrooms. Well I opened my eyes and kind of leaned my head forward after I don't know how much time, and I could see she was jerking my bestie too! I was so high, we all were, that I just acted like I hardly noticed and tipped my head back again. Found out he's a good few inches longer than me though lol it was all cool in the moment and it seemed like no big thing...but now I'm wondering if it's an elephant in the room or if I just chalk it up to what it was..a one off. We both eventually came onto the floor infront of us, wiped up with the blanket a bit, and went on with the movie with nothing but some mushroom laughs lol

Also, don't know how to feel about the fact he was in her ring hand 😅

Anyways that's my wild confession. Thanks for reading 🙏🏻

I will keep a long story short but feel free to comment or inbox if you wish.

Got a bit crazy on magic mushrooms on the weekend with my new fiance'/ wifey to be and my best friend who will be the best man at our wedding next summer. We started with day drinks, added in mushrooms, and the night got silly from there. This isn't too extreme I'm sure compared to others...but it was extreme to me what transpired next. To sum it up we were all on the couch watching a movie, my woman was sat in the middle wearing pajama pants and a little white tank top. After some time she started playing with me under a blanket and I just tilted my my head back and zoned out of the movie and enjoyed the extra sensation it was all causing due to the shrooms. Well I opened my eyes and kind of leaned my head forward after I don't know how much time, and I could see she was jerking my bestie too! I was so high, we all were, that I just acted like I hardly noticed and tipped my head back again. Found out he's a good few inches longer than me though lol it was all cool in the moment and it seemed like no big thing...but now I'm wondering if it's an elephant in the room or if I just chalk it up to what it was..a one off. We both eventually came onto the floor infront of us, wiped up with the blanket a bit, and went on with the movie with nothing but some mushroom laughs lol

Also, don't know how to feel about the fact he was in her ring hand 😅

Anyways that's my wild confession. Thanks for reading 🙏🏻

To keep a long story short...wife caught me wanking to a picture of her best friend. And absolutely lost her mind on me. Can't say I totally blame her.

This happened about 4 days before she was due to go away on a girl's trip. Since she's departed she has barely spoken to me at all. She went MIA for over 24 hours and all I got was a text from one of her gfs that I don't really care for telling me to "leave her alone and let her blow off steam". Stating I just wanted to make sure she's okay and safe her friend said "oh don't worry, she's in good hands and having loads of fun 😉". My heart sank and I feel sick with what I did to myself. I feel awful and just want to get her home and fix things no matter what.

Any thoughts or advice are much appreciated as my mind is racing. DMs open. Thanks 🙏🏼

Long story short got super baked and drunk with the wife last weekend and thought it would be funny to try out Omegle together. Found out it was nothing but a bunch of wankers but we decided to stay. Made a drinking game out of it where everytime someone came or was on the larger side we had to take a shot.

Always been very protective but for some reason I was super turned on watching my wife flash and tease these people. Oddly enough I was less jealous about her flashing than I was about any guy much larger than me flaunting it to her.

Seems it may be something she wishes to do again but I'm hesitant...thoughts?

Not sure if this qualifies as a dirty confession, but I feel a bit dirty on this Monday at work in the light of sobriety

Wife was looking so sexy on the weekend wearing a very busty top and as a surprise she had stickers under her shirt covering her nipples

Well we got to drinking a few too many and thought it would be funny at 1am to meet some cool new strangers so we tried Omegle. Turns out it's just a bunch of jerking. Within a few clicks she suggested maybe we make it a drinking game where we drink everytime we see "a big one".

Well she loosened up and eventually started flashing any of the bigger ones (nip Xs on of course) and there was quite a few explosions over the 45mins -1hr that we were on. Wanted to be the cool husband and be chill but I definitely was a touch but jealous seeing her reaction to some. Or just how big some were in general. Haven't really spoken about it since but is what happened a pretty cool couples experience in your opinion or a hard no?

Thanks 👍🏻