how to be more confident with my hank hill lookin ass
yall im so pissed fuck bubblegum the brand like i knew i should not even support them bc of the weird shit they do but i fell in love with this arizona green tea fit and putting it on made me feel so insecure. this is a size medium btw, The top and thong fits fine but these shorts are made for a wide hip girl. I used to dance for 4 years and took a long break for about a year. ended up re auditioning last november at my homeclub snd they said no, i wasn't feeling myself that night and didn't even really want to go so i made myself, it def probably showed during my audition (which was just a body check/ walk) I took it as a sign to just get a day job, which im working right now but i miss dancing, i plan on auditioning again soon (def not in these shorts tho my god) and working more on my confidence. I KNOW i am beautiful but one of my highest insecurities has always been my narrow hips/ hip dips & square shape butt. I've been trying to do more butt workouts and abductor workouts to build up the sides, and eat more but all my weight only seems to go to my stomach and boobs so i have to be careful or ill get a huge belly. I feel like the letter P sometimes. when i did dance i faked a lot of confidence and it worked, but when i got rejected by the same club (taken over by new owners) it made me hyper aware of things that didn't really bother me before, i just wanna be a big booty queen and i am trying to grow my butt more but i also need to be realistic with my expectations and if i wait to audition again until my butt is bigger it may be awhile lol