u/Conscious_Play7873

1. My wife as a freshman in hs was the varsity baseball teams manager and she told me that they would tease her and make fun of her for being so young but that when they were alone with her or on ig they would always ask her for hand and blowjobs. Especially when they went around state to different tournaments or to play other teams on the bus rides late at night or early morning when everyone was asleep.

2. Since a very early age she has had problems telling men “No”.
   (I’ll let you imagine where that would take her).

3. She has told me of sexual dreams she has had that make her feel uncomfortable where I am working a ticket booth at a carnival where the main attraction is her.

4. She is very vanilla and submissive in nature. She allows herself to be used as is desired.

5. She thinks she is unattractive and has very low self esteem because of weight gain. I try to tell her she’s hit but it doesn’t help.

From a very early age my cousins and I were introduced to pornography. My cousins, male and female and I used to frequent abandoned buildings, properties, and just adventure around deep in the woods for hours at a time. One day hanging out in the woods we came across a very old and weathered magazine with a picture of a very naturally busty woman on the cover. Of course we all sat around flipping through the pages looking at the images of naked women and men having sex.

It opened our eyes to what the others had hidden behind our clothing. Yes we knew we were different but it wasn’t until this magazine that we connected that what we were seeing in those magazine pictures each of us had as well.

We would constantly go back and look for the magazine. Sometimes recreating the images we saw in these magazines with each other (clothed). As we got older and entered our middle and highschool years we started playing games like Trith or Dare and the dares were always something about showing something or taking something off.

Because of this Ihave had sex with four of my female cousins and two of my male cousins.

I understand how wrong this is and I’ve never shared this with anyone in real life and I just had to share this with someone.

We don’t really much talk anymore. It could be for those reasons but it can also be because we have all moved to different areas and all have adult lives now.

Anyways, thanks for reading.

I was recently looking at my wife and I thought to myself….. she kind of looks Palestinian or Lebanese. I began imagining her dressed up as a traditional Muslim woman would.

Have any of you men had similar thoughts about your wife? Not specifically to having her dressed up in a hijab but anything equally taboo or sexually inappropriate in a sense?

My birthday fell on a Monday this year and I remember everything about this day in great detail due to journaling my days over the last 20 years. My ex wife at the time had to work and I had the day off.

Around the usual time that she would be off work she messaged me that she had to work late and didn’t know what time she would be off. So I went to the store with my son and we picked up a cake and some balloons for when she got home. The sun had set hours before she came home that night and my son and I had fallen asleep on the couch downstairs waiting for her.

When she unlocked the front door I woke up and went to greet her. She handed me a bag and said she needed to shower. It was my gift. A book. I don’t even like reading. She made a b line to the shower. I figured let me try to get some birthday sex.

I walked upstairs and I grabbed a change of clothes from our bedroom and that’s when I realized she had undressed in the room. On the top of the hamper balled up were her panties. But I could tell that something was off about them. I thought this is why she probably needed a shower. However I went to check them and that’s when I noticed they were filled with semen.

I went to the bathroom and let myself in. I asked if I could join her and she told me to hop in. Her behavior was very different and a bit aggressive. It felt like she was on the offensive regardless of the conversation. When we got out the shower I initiated sex. When I went to slide my fingers in they slid in effortlessly. Which wasn’t normal.

As I fingered her she came over and over. Then I asked her to give me some head. It was the most unusual moment we had up to date and I figured she just wasn’t into it. So I pulled away and she asked me to slide in. Before I could she had told me to put a condom on.

I found this weird because we never have worn condoms and because she had some with her. I told her I didn’t need one and inside into her. As I started to thrust her she began to cry. That’s when I pulled myself out and asked what was wrong.

She told me she just wanted to be alone for a while. I left the bedroom and went back downstairs with our son. A couple hours later she called me to the bedroom. When I got up there everything was different. As soon as I came in she jumped on me. She guided me on the carpet and she began riding me as enthusiastically as ever.

She felt different inside. Slicker. I remember at one point she got off of me and said “I want to taste it on your dick”. Which struck me a little peculiar but it didn’t really matter much cause I was getting some good birthday sex. She kept saying it tasted good. Then she’d push me back in and then go back to sucking it clean.

I bent her over and started to thrust into her. After a short period she began to cum and then she asked me to come but begged me not to come inside of her. Now this had never occurred in our relationship at any point and this took me by surprise.

When I asked why she started crying uncontrollably. She mentioned that she didn’t want to get pregnant by me again. I asked her why she didn’t want to be pregnant again and her response was “ not by you”.

This is when she confessed to me that she had been unfaithful to me over the last seven months and seeing someone she works with. The reason she worked late was because she was with him. When asked her about her panties she told me that she didn’t know what I was talking about.

We had a huge fight where ultimately she told me she was going to divorce me and marry him. I am 39 years old now and this event lives rent free in my mind almost daily.

It’s probably the source of where my cheating and hotwife kinks come from.

1. She is torn between two religions and when we met was and to this day is sexually repressed because of both.

2. Under her hijab is the body of a chubby Latina mom with 34DDD tits that breast fed me and three of our kids.

3. She once expressed to me that when we met she had slept with me and two other men in the same day (me being the last one).

4. She has a very strong outwardly expressed affection for black men and secretly adores white men but won’t admit it.

5. Tries to hold and embrace conservative/vanilla views but has conversations with her best friend where she talks
   About dreams/hopes she is rimming both a black and white man before they have their way with her.