u/Constant_Hat1675

I seriously cannot keep this to myself I need to tell someone anonymously. Dm if you want

Preferably from male cus I can travel there easily

So I've been getting alot of attention on my last post but not for the right reasons and I see why that's happening now so just to clarify I am a guy and I am straight. I've gotten no actual help when it comes to losing my virginity from girls it's only been guys so just clarifying that 😭

So I masturbate because I have some pain in my vrotch if I leave it alone for more than a week. I do it most of the time without porn too since I did manage to quit that addiction. However today I was jerking off when my mom caught me. Keep in mind that this is the 5th time it has happened. But this time she seemed more disappointed and confused about why I was doing it than mad. She wasn't mad. Anyways I'm at work right now and I said I'd explain everything to her later.

My goal for now is making her understand that I need to masturbate every once and a while purely to relieve discomfort. Though I have had a thing for my mom ever since she first caught me 😏. I want to eventually be able to jerk off Infront of her. Then ask for her help. Then ask if she could take off some of her clothes so I could jerk off looking at her. And the end goal of being able to fuck her. But first I need help making her understand why I masturbate.