F25 – How my crush on my dad started
Hi, I'm Mile! I just turned 25 and had a difficult childhood. After my parents divorced, I moved to the USA with my dad in search of a new start. We lived alone in a small apartment together, and before long, I developed feelings for my dad.
I remember one night when I couldn't sleep and went into the kitchen to get a snack and saw my dad only wearing grey sweatpants. When I saw him standing there, I thought he was very muscular and sexy, which made me feel very sexually aroused. I ended up touching myself while thinking about my dad for the first time that night.
As time passed, I started loving my dad's hugs and wanting to wear very short and tight clothing around him. I would purposely walk in on him after he had taken a shower and touch him every chance I had.
I constantly fantasize about actually having sex with him or trying to sneak in his bed to have sex with him. I know this is wrong, especially after what happened with my mom, but I can't help but want him so badly.
This has been the first time I have admitted how strong of an attraction I have for my dad.