u/Coy-Allosaur

My partner and me were having sex last night, and for one he positioned himself on all fours on my bed, signalling to me that I should fuck him doggy style. Nothing kinky or crazy so far. It worked fine for a bit and I felt a little bit proud of myself, like, I still got it I thought. Then we tried to switch to missionary, and things began going south. I lost my hardon momentarily and I couldn’t get it to work again.

After a minute he simply said “Do you wanna lie down?” And I felt SO relieved. I felt like “YES please, take this burden off me. Control me, make me serve you”… We kissed for a bit, and I regained my hardon so he rode me like he usually does, and we both came (he came first and fed me his thick cum, then made me breed him).

What I’m afraid of -and turned on by- is the thought of not being able to perform if I’m not being submissive to my bottom. What if we’ve been doing this for so long (and it’s been months already) that now my body’s adjusted to it? What if I’m like Pavlov’s dog and my mind’s been rewired?

Part of me hates the thought of not being able to have regular sex with a random guy anymore. Part of me just wants to sink deeper into this dynamic and fully embrace my place as a submissive, utterly useless top that only can perform via the firm guidance of his Dom bottom.

My partner and I have been getting more and more into him being a dominant bottom, and me being his trusty flesh dildo. Last weekend we agreed to try something new: He’d strap my arms and legs to my bed so I couldn’t move, and then he’d have free reign over me.

I got the cuffs and some rope and on Saturday night we went for it. I was a bit nervous bc I had only had one experience like this before, and it ended up with my mate not fiving a fuck about our safeword. This time, I’m glad to say everything went smoothly. We agreed on a few rules and the safeword, and I got strapped down, spread eagle and facing up. He also blindfolded me.

There was a lot of stimulation here and there, bj, and he even sat on my face! I got to eat that beautiful ass of his like a hungry slave. The thing that I missed the most was the ability to play with my nipples. I’m a huge nipple pig, and I really felt the urge to pinch and twist them a little.

Then he finally lubed us up and began riding me. He switched positions quite a few times, and recorded a good chunk of the action. But I couldn’t cum, since apparently, I need nipple stimulation as much as cock stim to actually be able to cum. So he rode me for what felt like an hour, ramming his ass and prostate into me, and when he finally asked to be bred, I asked him for help, giving me a hand with my overly sensitive nipples. He did and I pumped him full in under a minute.

There was some great cuddling afterwards, and he said he wants to do it again this week. I’m more and more convinced to do as he says.

It finally happened. We had been experimenting with him using me as his human dildo. This time, I also bottomed while keeping my cage on. I hadn't bottomed for a long time, so it wasn't easy, but he was very reasuring. We took our time and eventually he was balls deep in my ass, while I was in all fours. He fucked me doggy style while I moaned, he had me kinda breathless. After like 5 minutes, he gave me a heads up and I asked if he was going to breed me. A couple thrusts later, he flooded me.

We laughed a bit, cuddled for a minute, and then he unlocked me, lubed himself up and rode me until he had me on the edge. It didn't take long, I don't know if I was in some kind of subspace, but I only wanted to devote to him, to please him, to be used for his pleasure alone. He told me not to cum yet, while sloppy kissing me and pinching my nips. My ass was still sore and wet. Then after a while he went for it and I groaned like crazy as I came in his ass. He even tried to finger me but it was too much for me to handle.

I was so pleased. He used my ass AND my cock and I got bred. I am so happy when I can please him.

… although it wasn't all a smooth ride, in general it went well. My partner and I are still figuring out the dynamic, but we´re doing well so far, since we agreed that I would spend a week in chastity.
When the 7 days that we had agreed on ended, he unlocked me. The muted sensation on my cock of him working the lock open felt so good! He used me. He rode me in a way that wasn't necessarily pleasurable for me but it was great for him, until he had a p-orgasm. Then asked if I wanted to cum as well, and I let him choose, like a good boy. He decided that I would cum as well, and in a couple minutes I was breeding him.

I learned that I love wearing my cage when I´m outside, be it at work, shopping or spending time with my family. I send him cage check pics every day. I'm constantly horny and reminded of how I gave power and agency away to him, every time my cock wakes up and struggles trying to get hard I'm reminded of how I belong to him. We feed each other porn throughout the day and I absolutely love being all worked up for him.
It also makes me want to take pics for him in public places, which is new to me. I want to be exposed in a way, I never knew I had it in me.

This morning, over breakfast, we discussed what we should do. Since we were both happy with the results of the first week, we´ll go for another week of me being locked. And at his mercy.

Have you had a similar experience?

It hasn't been long since I began my journey as a sub top and mutated into something like a human dildo for my partner. He's taking more control of things and I'm glad to hand over the wheel... We've played around with the idea of me being in chastity, and released only when he wanted to use me, and so we did it again. This time it was him who fetched the key and unlocked my chastity cage, it felt really good to know he was taking off my cage for me.

He got me hard and lubed me up, lubed his ass up and rode me until he came hands free. I wasn't close to cumming so we changed position, he had me sit down on the bed and sat on my cock. He got me in like 2 strong strokes, and milked me.

I cleaned up and that was it, but the morning after we discussed trying chastity for a whole week. Bear in mind that I've never been caged for more than 1-2 days, so this is a big leap that I'm taking. But I feel confident. I want to be only his, I want my sperm to be only in him, whenever he wants it. And if he doesn't want it and just wants to use me as his dildo, I'm fine with it.

Anyone had a similar experience?

Ok, last time I posted here, I said I love pleasing my partner by basically being his meat dildo whenever he wants to ride my cock.

We had toyed with the idea of not cumming for a couple days before meeting but I introduced him to chastity cages and ooh boy. We gave it a try, just a couple days, we agreed that I would remain caged until he decided to unlock me and use me. And boy did he! Just wearing a cage again was its own adventure. But then seeing him, rubbing his hardon while my own cock struggled inside the metal cage... falling on my knees to suck him while he played with my nipples, it was all so, so good. Then he finally decided it was time to unlock me.

He asked me to do it, but I'm hoping he will do it himself next time while making me keep my arms up in the air or behind my back. So off went the cage. He masturbated me furiously until I was rock hard, and he commanded me to lie down on the floor. No bed, no couch, just the wooden floor. He lubed us up, and sat down on my cock. When it was all in, he began riding, slowly at first and then with longer moves. He leaned forward and spat into my mouth. We enjoy doing that as well. I noticed I was getting closer, so I touched his leg and he slowed down. He edged me like this 4 or 5 times and told me not to cum. But it was too much. He was practically slamming his ass against my hips and telling me to hold it in... until I simply couldn't.

I came deep inside him, but, unlike most of the time, I didn't go limp rightaway. He continued riding me softly... and then a bit harder again. Harder. I was surprised that he kept going. Then he opened his mouth and ley out a moan, and shot his load. Past my head. Onto my hair. Into my mouth (a droplet or two). And onto my belly.

We cleaned up. As soon as I could catch my breath, I was eager to be locked again... waiting for the next time...

I tried chastity a couple years ago, but my old cages don't fit anymore. I have pretty large balls and I can't get them to fit in the ring. So I'm going to shop for a new one. How do I measure correctly in order to find the right cage for me? Thanks in advance!

Quick follow up to this post here.

My partner has doubled down on domming me and using me as his dildo. I love being used like that. I love handing control over to him. Sometimes I ask him to cuff me and cover my eyes too while we do it.

He has learned how to cum hands free, so sometimes we agree not to cum for a couple days and then when he gets a hold on me he rides me (while telling me that I can't cum) until he busts all over my belly and chest; then he allows me to cum, more like he commands me to.

I love pleasing him like that and I never fail to get hard as a rock. I think the label of 'sub top' doesn't do it justice, 'human dildo' is more fitting to my current status.

Anyone had or has a similar experience?