I want my birth mom
To make it short, it all started when I was about nine. My mom would wake me up by going into my room, kissing me awake, and returning to the bathroom to do her makeup. Once I got up, she had me go pee while she was still in the restroom. Since then, I’ve just fantasized about asking her to help me. Fast forward to after school, I’d usually have baseball practice, and since we were commuting from school to home, I had to change in her car while she was driving. Since it was usually just me and her, I’d change right in the front seat. Fully undress, and I know she had to have seen my hard on, especially once I hit my teens. Once I hit HS, I was homeschooled, and she was on maternity leave, and staying home with me all day. I used to help her clean, and occasionally peak up her booty shorts whenever she had her legs spread apart sitting down. I walked in on her breastfeeding my sister, on purpose, multiple times. My parents have caught me watching mom and son porn about five times, and she caught me staining her panties at least twice. Now, I’m 22, haven’t seen her in over three years (I had abuse problems with my father), and I’m fantasizing so hard about her to the point that I texted her and told her I missed her and loved her. How do I see if she wants anything from it?