Did I get there?
I’ve been chasing the “super O” that I’ve seen so many of you describe, and after trying for quite a while without much success, I finally had an experience that felt… close?
Someone recommended the Mindgasm videos on YouTube, so I decided to give them a shot.
I lubed up, used my Aneros Progasm (pretty sure that’s the model — it’s been years since I bought it), relaxed as much as possible, and instead of focusing on forcing an end result, I just let my body and mind follow where the videos guided me.
Now, I don’t think I actually reached THE orgasm everyone talks about, but wow… it was incredible. My body was shaking, I felt waves of pleasure rolling through me, but there was never one huge “TA-DA!” climax moment. Eventually I had to get on with my day, and even after removing the Aneros, I kept feeling lingering waves of pleasure for a while afterward.
So now I’m wondering: was I close to the “big one”? What does it actually feel like when it happens? Do you completely lose yourself in it? During the session I found myself moaning and deeply immersed in the pleasure, but it still didn’t feel like a traditional release.
One thing I did differently this time was not finishing with a regular ejaculation. In the past I always ended sessions that way, but this time I genuinely didn’t feel like I needed to — even though part of me still wanted to.
Would love to hear your thoughts and experiences!