Hi all, I’ve been struggling with not really feeling like myself the past month and I feel like my memory is not as good, I’m less socially exuberant, my mental processing is worse, and I’m less socially fluid. I’m worried I caused permanent damage with molly.
I’m having a lot of anxiety so would appreciate any responses.
I genuinely can’t tell if I’m just in my head or if I caused permanent damage with Molly.
I’d say I’d do it about 3 to 4 times a year. I’m 25 and I started using it at 21 roughly. The closest I’ve mostly ever done it was two months apart, but I have done it some weekends two days in a row at a festival sometimes, and sometimes I would redose each of the two days. Aside from two months apart instances, I tried to space it out at least three months.
I know this is not good, but each time I would eyeball it about half a small empty pill capsule for a dose.
I try taking 5htp after and the last time I’ve done it was 2 months ago.
Would really appreciate advice from people. I’ve been pretty worried. I can’t tell if this is just a part of normal life and I’m just going through a lull, or if I permanently fucked up my brain with molly.