u/CutieBoiEri

I've been chatting with sissies and doms all the like for a while now. Initially I assumed a lot of sissies purged their accounts after a while, and I can understand why. What I didn't expect was that doms did it to the same degree.

Recently went back and cleared a bunch chats, and what I found was an almost even split between doms and sissies in the now deleted accounts.

Don't know why I'm surprised by this really, I suppose it makes sense. I just found it interesting.

Last week I finally lost my whiteboi virginity and I want to vent.

So I've been chatting with a guy for about a month. We met through mutuals, where he clocked that I was wearing a cage. He wasn't shy at all about it and brought it up in text, and it all snowballed from there. I mean once that was out in the open it felt so easy to talk about anything relating to being a whiteboi.

He sent pictures, I sent pictures. His BBC was sexy af, he said my photos made him hard, especially when dressed up. The longer we texted the more dominant and decisive he became. At this point we haven't seen each other at all since the first meeting, but he said he wanted to come over, while I was in the proper attire. I was hesitant, but he pretty much just told me that he is doing it, and that is that.

A week later and it's Saturday. I'm spending the whole day, at least 5 hours getting ready. Fixing up, cleaning, shaving etc. Doing all the things he said he liked for the last month. Locked in a flat cage, wearing the cute plug, panties and skirt on. Walked around the apartment for a while waiting, when he texts me "Don't feel like going out. You can come over." I text back that it would be a hassle to remove it all and to spend time at his place putting it all back on, and it would be easier for him to come over. He simply texted back and told me to come over as I was right now, and he would be disappointed if I needed time to fix up at his place.

My hornyness took over and I just went for it. Pulled sweatpants and a jacket on and got on the next buss to his place. It's not where I ever expected to be in life, but there I was.

He told me the door was open so I quickly knocked and walked right in, quickly removing my jacket and sweatpants. He walks around the corner, fully nude, just watching me stand there. God the feeling of seeing his big cock slowly get hard and growing in size, just from looking at me... It's a crazy feeling. Impossible to explain.

He took it very slow with me at first. Touching and playing a dildo slowly, me sucking him, none of us really saying anything. That is until he got his BBC inside of me, and it was like he became someone else. He very quickly picked up the pace and started slapping me, talking dirty and saying how I was a good white bitch. The mixture of pleasure and pain was crazy intense, like nothing I've ever felt before. My mind couldn't focus on anything specific but it was just going from once wave until the next.

It didn't take long before I heard him leaning forward and grunting in my ear, as I felt him moving without moving so to speak. Like I said it didn't take long, maybe 7-10 minutes, but when I dropped forward on the bed I felt exhausted. We laid there next to each other for a minute, before he told me I needed to leave. Something about a meeting, which was probably bullshit, but I couldn't argue as he was really persistent.

So there I was again, sitting on the buss just 10 minutes after getting fucked for the first time, called a good white bitch and had my cheeks slapped red. Not been let out of my cage, not reached any orgasm. The conflicting feelings of arousal and shame, the same I feel a week later. Sitting at the buss I simply got a text saying "We'll do that again. I'll text you."

I've since gone back and forth. Thrown some stuff out, but also came a bunch of times just remembering it. The feeling of being used like a slut, seeing his cock get hard, letting him just make the decisions... It's such mixed feelings.