HIV???
I'm scared I may have contracted HIV from a guy I had unprotected sex with. I trusted him because he told me he was "clean" and had been tested a month earlier. However, I have OCD, and now I'm convinced he may have lied about that since he lied about other things, including his real name.
He also told me he'd been sexually active since he was 8 years old and estimated his body count was 50+. During sex, I was bleeding and had small cuts/irritation from dryness, which I've read could potentially increase the risk of STI transmission. He also ejaculated inside me.
I'm spiraling and having a hard time telling whether my fears are based on the actual risk or if my OCD is making me catastrophize the situation. I’m also impatient to wait around 3 months to get tested.
Am I high risk???