My fiance loved anal with her ex but not with me
Anal is my biggest and main kink. Besides that id call myself pretty vanilla for the most part.. but my fiance was a sex and porn addict with her previous relationship. And the dude was absolutely huge. She had a hard drive that got corrupted and she had sent her hard drive in to get it fixed to recover all the data but when she got the hard drive back we had to go through everything involving her ex to delete it. I thought I was well endowed, hes like 3 of me. Dudes absolutely massive..
Anyways, my fiance claims that our sex is by far the best sex shes ever had. She has said many many many times that she had no idea it was even possible to have sex this good. I'm not a sex addict, I dont watch porn, and I dont get horny constantly and have a shit ton of sex like her and her ex did. But he abused her, he would force her to have sex when she didnt want to, ect ect.. and he never cared if he hurt her, I am always making sure shes okay. She is extremely tight and sensitive, shes said that vaginal sex has always hurt her throughout life because she's super tight. So she said that anal with him hurt even less than regular sex and she was able to cum that way...
But she wont do it with me anymore. We did anal in the beginning of our relationship but havent in a long time and the last few times we tried she couldnt get into it. Ive always been extremely self conscious when it comes to sex, and ive read texts between her and her ex, as well as people shes sexted with because shes done onlyfans and she would brag about how huge he is and how he fucked her ass and came in her ass multiple times.. so I cant get the image of her taking a dick 3x my size up the ass but she just cant enjoy it with me for some reason... idk its fucking with my head.