Cock Curious
I'm a 31 y.o married dad thats lately been way too curious in getting fucked by dick. Ive had my fair share of hookups with guys in the past when i was in the Army, mostly topping hot twinks or fem guys, also even sucked a dick once or twice. Never ever thought of bottoming, but now I'm finding myself wanting anal pleasure and to be thrusted into while being manhandled, spanked, grabbed, and used by someones dick.
I have shared SOME detail of this desire with my wife, sharing i want anal pleasure and have even asked her to try pegging me to scratch this itch. Thing is, its just not the same feeling as i think a mans cock would feel thrusting, pulsing, and shooting a load into my ass.
I don't think id ever cheat on her, but man are the desires reaching DEEP inside me. I've thought of downloading Grindr out of curiosity of whats around, or even going to a gay bar or sauna on a weekend or something, maybe even just once so i can experience cock in me one time. Anyway, i wanted to confess this terrible yearning urge to you all so you can talk some sense into me, before i actually go out and find someone to pipe me down.