Weird new mind set
So honestly I am a top earner, I’ve always been but recently I’ve noticed just costumers by mass dwindling at this club I’m still doing okay but I’m putting wayyyy to much effort in for what I’m receiving atm (emotionally and looks wise). I’m going to try to not mask and just show up as what ever the fuck I feel like that day😂 I’ve been told by some coustumer I appear uptight because I put a lot into my appearance at work just kinda as a habit. So I’m just going to say screw it and see if this mindset possibly makes me more money. I truly feel like the effort I’ve been putting in isn’t translating to the amount of cash I receive and it’s been affecting my mental health heavy to the point where I just stop going to work 😂 witch isn’t healthy lol so I’m going to do a little study this week and have some fun with it.
Putting whatever I feel first above what I think costumers will like because they aren’t providing what I believe I and the ladies would like in terms of $$$, this season is about comfort taurus season baby 🤣
So for example
my hair isn’t done- not going to care going to whip that shit around on stage
My makeup looks busted- who cares
I don’t want to wear makeup- only going to wear mascara
I’m feeling overly talkative- going to talk to everyone and be annoying
I’m sweaty from the gym- going to show up sweaty not smelly 😂 but still going to go to work after
Feeling bloated- going to wear my skimpiest bikini
I’m bored of the convo- going to order a drink or just walk away after asking for a tip
I’m feeling shy- not going to overly do anything or push myself
Feel to tiered to work the floor- going to order food and chill
Girls are talking shit- going to laugh in their face
Feeling bitchy- going to channel my inner domonatix vibe
Feeling anxious- going to say I feel anxious and make a costumer my therapist for that day
Feeling over worked- not going to go to work
Costumer is being touchy after I said no- going to slap them and demand more money
So pretty much just doing whatever the hell I feel that day because burn out is real and I have to many bills to pay to be burnt out!😂 I will update this post after a week to see if I possibly make more money this way.
Ps I’ve always glammed myself like to the max Barbie type of glam every shift super eccentric outfits and hair styles, so this is like a complete 180 for me.