u/Dangerous-Raccoon50

These days I’m going through some issues (health/academic/money) and kinda feel depressed and finds myself very much imperfect.

So when walking around the streets I got people staring or looking at me. Sometimes women when I’m walking but I can’t tell if they are looking with interest or liked what they see or they are looking because I look ugly or like freak.

Normally a normal person could understand but, like I said before I don’t feel like I’m likable these days so when somebody looks at me a feel like a freak show. Is there a way to tell who looks/stares why?

Note: the looking I mentioned and asked about is not random glances happen everyday. I’m talking about some long stares or eye contacts

So there is a girl I like and while we were at party she was close with a friend of mine (not in a romantic or sexual way but more like chill way) and giving me those very deep stares like kinda waiting me to take a step and I was pretty drunk. I don’t remember the details but I started making out with her friend after sometime.

It happened couple days ago and I don’t know what was I thinking did I just fuck up or I still have a slight chance?