Is that the word for it? A domme that let's a needy subby puppy hump her whenever she feels like it? Or a domme that will lean back and relax while her sub gets on her knees to please her no matter the time or place? Or a domme that would love to let their sub touch and taste them while they sleep. That sounds delicious.
I just want to be on my knees and be lead and controlled by a gentle but slightly firm hand. I want to be looked down at. I want my mouth to he fucked. I want to nurse on titties!! I want to massage and worship a domme. I want to be of SERVICE! i want to be a good girl! I want to be used! Oh my god i want to be used! I want to be someone's prey. I want to please a pretty lady. I want to make her cum. I want to someones little support puppy. I want to be bratty from time to time! I want to tease and be punished. I want to be tortured. I want to be rewarded. I want to he a fucking sub but I don't ever put myself out there 😭
It's the perfect opportunity to be cheeky. I've got wet hair clinging to my damp skin and I feel clean and horny after feeling myself up watching myself in the mirror like a damn porno. Towel wrapped around my tits and ready to fall off if I so much as gasp. When I get out of the shower, all I want is a woman to piss off. I want someone to lick and whisper to and tease until she ties me up completely and makes me wish I hadn't pissed her off in the first place. Like how dogs go crazy after getting s bath, I feel feral and like I'm in heat after having a shower.
I'll be sitting by the front door everyday when you get home. On my knees. Naked, with my mouth wide open and my tongue out, ready for you to use.
All you have to do whistle or click or rub your finger on my lips and I'll give you what you want when you want it. Train me however you want. I want to make you feel good. I want to make you proud. I want to be a good puppy.
At home, with you. I could just be your good girl. I wouldn't have to think or make decisions. I could be happy living off of the taste of you and hearing you come again and again. I could fall asleep sucking your clit and wake you up by shoving my tongue inside you.
I just want you to use my mouth please. 😋
These antidepressants have done exactly what I needed them to do for my mental health which is amazing. But my libido and ability to orgasm had just completely changed and it's so annoying. I know that for me kink isn't always sexual, there's different kinds of intimacy i want from a future dynamic but I dreamed of being a free use sub for a future domme and Idk how that's going to work now. I feel like I probably sound a bit silly because I haven't even had a domme yet. Idk, I think it makes me feel undesirable or like it will just cause problems or I will become a burden and end up being not worth the effort. Just an annoying side effect.