u/Defiant_Wafer_4973

After my last post, I couldn’t stop thinking about just going all in. Each day since I’ve been eating and snacking a bit more until it hit me today.

We’re doing it, I’m going to get HUGE this summer. I thought about going back to the gym to get that summer body, but honestly I’d rather just have a big soft belly as my summer body lol.

Right after work I loaded up at the store. A lot of heavy cream, cake, little Debbie’s, chips, soda, and I just ordered some mass gainer again.

I am absolutely stuffed right now and I plan on feeling like this at almost every point through out the summer. I even set an alarm at 3 am to wake up and stuff myself before going back to bed.

Its about to get wild

starting weight: 191 lbs

goal weight by September: 240 lbs

24m I’ve bounced back and forth wanting to gain, deleting my accounts, coming back, etc. Start of the year was the first time I actually tried gaining, and I really enjoyed it and was also really good at it. I drank gainer shakes, heavy cream, ate fast food at least once a day, and loaded up with an insane amount of sweets and junk food. I put on around 15 lbs in a month and a half of this routine and went from 145 to 160 and my abs were replaced with a soft belly. It all happened so fast and it was exhilarating, however I decided to call it quits because it could’ve got out of hand real quick.

However… I never tried to lose the weight, I just stopped consuming nearly 5000 calories daily. I also didn’t really change my diet too much, I was still eating a good bit of junk food, deserts, and fast food. I’ve put on around 8 lbs unintentionally in the last 3 months bringing me to 168 lbs.

And that leads me to where I’m at now in which I’m slowly going back to my gainer diet naturally. I have made it a new routine to get fast food and buy a small cake each day after work (I recently realized how much I love cake lol). All of this is going to make me inevitably gain so that’s where I’m thinking, fuck it, let me just go all in again.

I will say if I do truly go all in, I think I could have one of the greatest and most rapid gains. I’m talking 120-150 lbs in a year type of gain. I’ve finally wrecked my metabolism, I’ve built up my capacity, and I know how to maximize calories. The gluttonous potential is insane.

It’s so enticing to just fully let go and become huge, but ugh I don’t know if I could dedicate my life to being a feedee. We’ll see, I have been documenting my journey so far, and with the current diet I have, I’ll probably unintentionally blow up regardless.