u/Desperate-Sugar-8903

I need white men to message me and tell me what I deserve.

My boyfriend thinks I'm loyal. He thinks I'm his good Asian girlfriend. But I sneak to my phone at night and read what men here would do to me. I need to be broken down. I need to be reminded of my place. I want to feel slutty and desperate

Degrade me in my DMs. Make me admit things I can't say out loud. Make me type back what I am while he's asleep in the next room. Humiliate me until I'm soaked and ashamed and begging for more

Please.

I can't focus at work anymore, all I think about is being a good little slut for other men

I should be focusing on my job but instead I was sitting at my desk soaked and distracted, thinking about how Reddit has completely broken my brain

Last night my boyfriend was asleep right next to me in bed and I was in my DMs with this guy who knows exactly how to talk to me. He had me so worked up, calling me his needy desperate asian slut, telling me how he'd use me, and I was rubbing myself under the blankets trying not to wake my BF up. I came so hard biting my lip trying to stay quiet, and he made me send him a pic to see his "work" and I sneaked off to the bathroom to send it without hesitation 🥵

I can't stop thinking about it. Every notification made my heart race hoping it's another message degrading me. I've become so desperate for attention from other men that I can't function. I'm supposed to be professional but there I was just counting down the hours until I can get home and be a desperate slut again

My bf has no idea what I've become. Reddit has absolutely ruined me and I don't even want to be fixed. I just want to be used

okay so i posted that update yesterday about the bus guy touching me and i knew i would get messages but i didnt know i would get THIS many (not that I'm complaining)

my notifications blown up. dozens of you telling me what a slut i am. what you'd do to me. how you'd ruin me if you were him. calling me a good little asian whore for letting a stranger touch me when my bf thinks im being faithful

i meant to just check them quick. just read a few. but i started touching myself and now its been like the next day and i still cant stop thinking about them

then this white guy dm'd me. older. married. started telling me all the filthy shit he wants to do to me and degrading me. i dont know what came over me but i sent him nudes. i came so hard watching his cumshot video

i havent sent my bf a single nude in months. he asks sometimes and i always say im not in the mood or i feel bloated or whatever. but some random white stranger from reddit? i spread my legs and took photos for him 🫠

my bf keeps texting me normal shit about dinner plans and im here covered in my own cum reading about how youd gangbang me on public transit

i think im addicted to this. i think i post just to get these messages now

someone please tell me what a dumb asian slut i am i need to cum again 😭

Ok so I posted this on another sub, posting here because the stranger is a white guy 😳

I’ve been with my bf for 2 years. He's great, kind, attentive, loves me and I love him too

There is this white guy on my morning bus. Mid 40s, rough hands, grey stubble, built like he could throw you around. We have never spoken but we have both caught each other looking. I’ll catch him staring at my legs and he doesn’t look away.. I don’t either. It’s this silent thing we do and my stomach drops every time

It started innocent, I'd wear skirts more often. Then I bought these sheer white panties, you can see everything. I tell myself I’m just wearing them for me but that’s a lie, I want him to see. I sit a certain way.. I let my knees fall open. Two days ago he was standing right there and I “dropped” my lip gloss and took forever picking it up. When I sat back up his face was flushed and I felt it in my pussy immediately, like immediately

Now I go to the bathroom at work and get off thinking about him. Not sometimes. Every. Fucking. Day. I think about him following me off the bus. I think about him bending me over the back seat while everyone pretends not to hear. I think about him ripping my panties off because he’s been watching me tease him for weeks and he’s done waiting

My boyfriend texted me “good morning beautiful” today while I had my fingers inside myself thinking about a stranger’s cock. I came so hard

I know it's terrible but I’m also so fucking wet again just typing this

The fucked up part is I love the shame of it. I love that I'm being a bad girlfriend. I love walking past him afterward wondering if he can tell that I'm a slut for him.

**TL;DR:** wearing sheer panties for a stranger who eye-fucks me on the bus daily, getting off at work thinking about him, feel guilty but also want him to fuck me stupid

part 1 here https://www.reddit.com/r/confessionsgonewild/s/ErnPzFweKS

okay so first of all thank you for all the DMs calling me a slut 😭 i love it

so context i didnt even need to be on that bus today. im WFH. knew that last night. was up til like 3am with my fingers inside me just... deciding whether to go. like literally edging myself over whether i was gonna be a slut or not. came twice just thinking about taking the bus when i didnt have to. thats where my head is at

anyway i did it. i got up put makeup on wore a black sheer panty that i bought two days back the ones you can totally see through and waited for the bus like a fucking idiot just to see him

he was there. of course he was

bus was PACKED. i squeezed in near the back where he stands and i could feel him behind me so close. holding the bar. my skirt was riding up i know he could see everything through the fabric

then the bus braked hard or whatever and he stumbled. his hand went out and landed on my hip. but he didnt move it. not right away. his thumb pressed in and i felt butterflies in my groin immediately. i didnt turn around. just stood there letting him touch me in front of everyone

maybe 3 seconds maybe 5 felt like forever

then he pulled away and mumbled "sorry" but his voice was all rough and fucked up and he wasnt sorry i know he wasnt

i got off at my stop. went home touched myself in bed still wearing the skirt he touched. came in like 30 seconds thinking about his hand and what if i had pushed back into him

my bf called me for lunch and i was still wet. could feel it while we talked about his day. im literally sitting here in panties another man touched and im supposed to be a good girlfriend tonight

TL;DR: stayed up all night edging myself over whether to take a bus i didnt need, took it anyway, he touched me, now im completely fucked and want more

Okay here goes nothing

I’ve been with my bf for 2 years. He's great, kind, attentive, loves me and I love him too

There is this guy on my morning bus. Mid 40s, rough hands, grey stubble, built like he could throw you around. We have never spoken but we have both caught each other looking. I’ll catch him staring at my legs and he doesn’t look away.. I don’t either. It’s this silent thing we do and my stomach drops every time

It started innocent, I'd wear skirts more often. Then I bought these sheer white panties, you can see everything. I tell myself I’m just wearing them for me but that’s a lie, I want him to see. I sit a certain way.. I let my knees fall open. Two days ago he was standing right there and I “dropped” my lip gloss and took forever picking it up. When I sat back up his face was flushed and I felt it in my pussy immediately, like immediately

Now I go to the bathroom at work and get off thinking about him. Not sometimes. Every. Fucking. Day. I think about him following me off the bus. I think about him bending me over the back seat while everyone pretends not to hear. I think about him ripping my panties off because he’s been watching me tease him for weeks and he’s done waiting

My boyfriend texted me “good morning beautiful” today while I had my fingers inside myself thinking about a stranger’s cock. I came so hard

I know it's terrible but I’m also so fucking wet again just typing this

The fucked up part is I love the shame of it. I love that I'm being a bad girlfriend. I love walking past him afterward wondering if he can tell that I'm a slut for him.

**TL;DR:** wearing sheer panties for a stranger who eye-fucks me on the bus daily, getting off at work thinking about him, feel guilty but also want him to fuck me stupid

24 Chinese girl here from Singapore.
Is it bad that I goon to wmaf porn and get really wet and turned on when I imagine white guys using me and humiliating/degrading me? I feel like a race traitor at times.
I have an asian bf too and our sex life isn’t great.. maybe that’s why I’m having these thoughts 😭