u/Disastrous_Queer

This post is going to be a bit rambly and disorganised bc I'm sleepy and horny, but I previously made a post here talking about how my new anti-androgens were making me needier. I've been so desperate since then that even grinding my ass against the mattress has felt good.

Before I got on cypro, I felt like I was bi with an 80/20 split towards women, on a good day where men weren't pissing me off. Now it feels like it's closer to 60/40 despite me spending about an hour blocking mras earlier. I think myself of a few months ago would be disappointed in how low my standards for men have fallen (comparatively).

The good news is that it hasn't *just* made me more of a slut for men, my tits have also grown enough that stairs are painful now, which isn't something I got from several years of spironolactone and the same amount of E.

Tldr: cypro has made my boobs bigger and has made men way more appealing for me, and if you're a transfem on spironolactone, you should talk to your doctor about getting off the terrible piss drug.

I know they break like half the sub rules every time they post but seriously what's with these bot accounts posting more than usual? It feels real scummy to see them here, and it makes me a little worried for the sub, bc someone reporting them to reddit for revenge porn would probably get the whole subreddit banned

Am currently in the process of moving, and I had movers over to take the furniture from one location to the other. None of them were particularly attractive, but one of them just casually lifted a shelf almost twice my size, and suddenly all I could think about was him grabbing my waist like that and pushing me down on his cock...

I didn't flirt with any of them because I was focused on getting things done, but now that things have slowed down a bit, my brain is wandering back to that fantasy of being used like a squirmy little fleshlight (>_<)

About a month ago I finally got my anti-androgen changed from spironolactone to cyproterone acetate, and when I got given the new meds I was told my sex drive would probably go down. That was absolutely not the case.

The changes really started kicking in a week or two ago, but I went from leaning more dommy and only masturbating once a day at most to desperately wanting to get fucked and masturbating 2-4 times a day despite currently being in the process of moving house.

Part of it is absolutely because my nipples have been sensitive as fuck, but I've also been daydreaming about getting manhandled and used way more too. It's gotten so bad that I've seriously been considering getting back on the dating apps or finding a gloryhole near me...

The only other people that have ever kept me interested in this kink have all been women, so all this stuff about men being superior and able to turn me completely straight with a wave of their cock feels... A little silly?

I've kinda reached the point where I wonder if it's even possible, or if it's just a bunch of guys puffing themselves up and lying just as much to themselves as anyone else.

(OOC: Added a CNC TW as this could be taken in that angle and I wanted to play things safe)

Limits: misgendering, toilet stuff/vomit, sounding, maga bs, and parental terms like mommy/daddy.