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"Hey * INSERT LOVING FAMILY NICKNAME * there is something I want to tell you that has been stuck on my mind lately now that my life has finally kinda stopped being so damn crazy. I dont know why I feel compelled to tell you but now that I have had time to actually process my life i feel I have to tell you that I saw you hooking up with a guy in your old apartment.
When we were first setting up the camera and giving me access to it you said "Don't be shocked if you see me naked" I laughed and replied "Well its not like I haven't seen it before"
One night while I was at mom's I was feeling extra lonely and full of emotions due to how fucked up my life has been I went to check up on * INSERT NAME OF MY BELOVED CAT * and saw you going down on the guy and stroking him. I wanted to tell you before now but had been worried about how youd react. I didnt want you to feel embarrassed or anything but I did WANT to tell you.
I finally got up enough courage to tell you because my life has evened out alot and I have been working through things. I think you deserve to know what I saw."