Secrets
I’ve always romantically been into women, but kept having fantasies about being with other men. First time was when I was with a girl I dated a while back, I met a trans woman from grindr, she came over and gave me oral. I thought I worked it out of my system. But After my ex GF and I broke up I decided to explore a little more and got back on Grindr. I really wanted to bottom so I met a guy at his job after everyone left. I got there and we undressed and when our dicks touched it felt amazing. I got down on my knees and started sucking his dick, unwrapped the condom put it on with my mouth before he bent me over and fucked me, I cam so hard. Again I thought it was out of my system and got back with that girl. While we dated I would meet up with guys from Grindr to get blow jobs because tbh guys suck dick way better. But then single again and wanted to try topping. Met up with a guy at his hotel room and he was naked when I got there. He started sucking my dick before he climbed on top and started to ride me. It felt so good being in his ass. I turned him on his back and started to fuck him, he cam all over himself and I finished in him. Haven’t been with a guy since and haven’t thought about it much. But there are definitely still times when I fuck myself with a dildo and think about how good it felt being with another man.