Just had the gayest night of my life
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Disclaimer: This story involves substances (sorry).
I guess if I had to pick a label, I'd say I'm bisexual, but the term doesn't really capture it perfectly for me.
Roughly 80% of my sexual desires are for men, while 100% of my romantic feelings are for women. Whatever that makes me, that's what I am.
I'm 31 now, but I explored my interest in guys a lot in my early and mid-20s (pre-pandemic). For about three straight years, every Friday and Saturday night started with drinks and hitting the bars with my core group of friends. Then around midnight I'd pull an Irish goodbye and sneak off to a gay bar, bathhouse, or some guy's condo.
None of my guy friends know I bottom for men, but plenty of my gal pals do — I love spilling the details with them. If you met me in person, you'd never guess I'm gay or a bottom.
Since COVID though, I've barely gone out. Almost my whole party crew moved to other cities or provinces (ok ya I'm Canadian), so my chances to slip away and get dicked down basically disappeared.
I still get those urges, obviously. But being at home makes it way too easy to just jerk off instead of heading to a gay bar or bathhouse (I'm lazy ). So I hadn't actually hooked up with a guy in almost 2 years.
Until last night!!!
I'd been feeling super slutty and gay for the past month, so after work on Friday I made some strong cocktails and headed to my city's main drag/queer bar.
The night got wild. Here's the summary:
Met a cute boy at the bar. He was visiting from Montreal with his girl bestie, so the three of us hung out most of the night. He and I eventually started getting handsy on the dance floor, grinding / making out. Then, in the bathroom stall he gave me a couple lines which woke me right up and cranked my horniness to like 15/10.
After they left, I met this hot black guy visiting from NYC. He pulled me into the bathroom for head. I dropped to my knees and sucked him eagerly for about 10 minutes until he filled my mouth. He left soon after but not before we made plans to meet up again tonight.
I should've gone home at that point, but the drinks had me horny and confident so I went to the local bathhouse instead (it was surprisingly packed for 3 AM). There, I got brave enough to hop in the sling.
Three different guys fucked my ass while I was in it. None of them were massive, but I'd been training my hole pretty consistently the past month, so once I relaxed and opened up, I took every inch pretty easily. The feeling of getting used back-to-back like that was a RUSH!
After the sling, one more guy fucked me in the main area. He was decent, but the hottest part was this other older guy standing right next to us watching the whole time, stroking himself and calling me a whore. He kept asking if I loved getting fucked up the ass, and all I could moan out between my girly noises was "I love it." Eventually I leaned into him for support while getting railed, which turned into me sucking his cock. Sooo ya i ended up getting double teamed lol.
I just got home an hour ago and I still feel so good and so fucking slutty. This is living. I love cock so much.