So horny all the time
Since I hit puberty, I've been extremely horny. Growing up in a strict home, I couldn't do much about it. I didn't even know how to masterbate. I mostly just played with my boobs and then slowly evolved to playing with my nipples.
Now, even in my late 30s, I am horny all the time. It's so bad that it gets in the way of getting daily activities done in time. I have to orgasm at least 3 different times before I can even leave my house.
I mostly just read dirty stories and play with my nipples and my clit until I'm satisfied. Porn takes way too long and it's difficult for me to find a video I enjoy watching.
What I really want is to find a fwb situation that will only focus on me getting off. I don't want to have to reciprocate. I just want someone to suck on my nipples while I play with my clit until I cum. I want to be able to reach out to them every time I get horny and go over to theirs to get what I need and then just leave. I want to slowly start doing this in a place where we could get caught. Or if they have a roommate, I want to do it in the living room with the roommate nearby or even watching.
I've tried dating apps, but I'm super picky. If I don't find them attractive, I can't cum. I get the ick so easily too. I had a great situation with a guy I met at a bar, but he started to develop feelings.
I've also fantasized a lot about charging people to touch me. I want to pretend I'm doing them a favor, so they have to bid for my attention even though it turns me on so much.
Sometimes, I get so horny that I take my top off while driving and pinch my nipples as I pass by cars. My windows are tinted, and I know they can't see me. I tried doing this recently in traffic and I wanted to roll my window down next to someone and see what happens. Maybe they follow me to an exit and pull into a parking lot and play with my nipples through the window. Unfortunately, there wasn't anyone in traffic I felt attracted to.