u/Dizzy_Suggestion_874

Hi, i'm 39M and a long time visitor of this subreddit. For many years i've been reading some confessions here. Them probably shaping some of my sexual preferences.

Today i'll be the one making a confession.

I'm just an average guy. Average looking, average life, below average dick size and i last about... 1 minute when fucking my wife. I make up for it with long foreplay with her, she likes that but it makes me last even less long because of all the excitement. I do have a huge cum volume though, so not everything is kind of disappointing though.

A month ago, my wife was on a business trip. It's not uncommon for her to go on 1 to 2 week business trips. This one however was different.

After being abroad for a day or 3, my wife had sent my sister a video. My wife and her have been best friends for a lifetime.
She came in all upset and sat me down for a serious conversation. That's where she showed me the video my wife had sent her.

It was a video from my wife's pov, she was holding her phone and recording. Another guy fucking her. Her asking for him to cum inside her. As soon as i heard him cum, i ejaculated in my pants sitting there. I watched the aftermath of their union. A nice this and very white creampie dripping out of her pussy.

My sister told me she had already had dozens of texts from my wife, begging her not to tell me. But obviously she did. I gave my sister a big hug and told her i'd take care of it and thanked her to tell me about it.

A few hours passed by, me just sitting behind my desk watching porn and masturbating. My sister clearly had told my wife she told me because my phone was blowing up. I ignored all the texts and called. Just watching some wife sharing porn, trying to cope.

I know there's a difference between fantasy and reality. I've watched wife sharing video's for as long as i've been watching porn. But it was always a fantasy. You know, like the fantasy of sharing her with your best friend or brother or whomever. But this time, i wasn't watching someone else's wife, it was mine. The video wasn't long, only about 30 seconds.
There was barely any time to get hard from it. But i just jizzed in my pants watching it. Flaccid, no touching what so ever.

The next morning i picked up the phone and called my wife. I remember dreaming about the whole ordeal. That guy fucking her, cumming inside her, me cumming to it. It kept repeating again and again. Different scenarios, scenario's i've seen in porn videos over the years.
My wife answered with a trembling voice.

I didn't say anything at first, she was just crying on the phone. When she finally composed her self enough to form somewhat of a full sentence, she asked me what was going to happen.

I told her that i was hurt because the was doing it behind my back, told her i had been masturbating all day the day before thinking about the video, that i came in seconds of seeing it. And that i didn't want her to stop doing it, as long as i could watch or she'd tell me about it afterwards with some proof. And if she'd agree to indulge in some of my other kinks from time to time.

We had a long conversation to get everything in the open. The guy was a co-worker of her. They had been fucking for years. It also didn't make sense as to why my wife would send that kind of video to my sister but it turns out that their names are very similar. I was an in the heat of the moment mistake on her part to send that video to her.

Now that i know about her fucking her co-worker, he kind of lost his appeal to her because it wasn't a secret anymore. He wasn't particularly attractive or big dicked. The appeal was about it being dangerous and being a secret. Sex from convenience i guess. But that didn't matter because i've got plenty of friend that want to dip their toes in my wife anyway.

We've had a few encounters already and i enjoyed every minute of it. I'm having the best orgasms ever. Even cumming multiple times a session without me even touching myself once. I didn't even know that was an option.

It's such a trip for me, knowing how powerful the mind is, making me cum without any other external stimuli other than just watching.

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