I’ve been lurking and checking this sub every day for a few years. GIFs and posts easily get me in the mood to listen and be Bambi again. Unfortunately, lately it’s started to feel more like a chore than a pleasure.
I get nice and comfy, darken the room, and lie down with my headphones. I prepare a sexy playlist, around 1.5 hours long, with an induction, and start it. But after about 5–10 minutes, I get bored and just put my phone down. I’d rather have a quick orgasm to some Bambi GIFs or TikToks than spend an hour listening to audio.
I know I need to listen to the files to train my triggers better. I want to go really deep with them, but I just can’t seem to get there. I tried bondage but I just unlock myself. Same with chastity - I am not very good with abstaining from orgams.
Is anyone else in a similar position? What helped you?