u/Dramatic_Deer_1538

Hi

I am sorry if this is inappropriate

But I feel gay but I'm getting worried and watching straight porn for obvious reasons

So I need someone to help me control it and continue with gay stuffs I don't release my sexual tension or if I watch or focus only on gay stuffs I get to a point where it is like point of no return for straight

It happened couple of times

I struggled to get urges towards women later

So I need someone to help me control through this

I actually confused what I want

Also I need some guide for anal pleasure, fingering I am new I like to be a bottom but scared and worried about things

Would be happy if someone help me

Hi

I am sorry if this is inappropriate

But I feel gay but I'm getting worried and watching straight porn for obvious reasons I don't release my sexual tension or if I watch or focus only on gay stuffs I get to a point where it is like point of no return for straight

It happened couple of times

I struggled to get urges towards women later

So I need someone to help me control through this

I actually confused what I want

Also I need some guide for anal pleasure, fingering I am new I like to be a bottom but scared and worried about things

Would be happy if someone help me

Hi

I am sorry if this is inappropriate

But I feel gay but I'm getting worried and watching straight porn for obvious reasons

I don't release my sexual tension or if I watch or focus only on gay stuffs I get to a point where it is like point of no return for straight

It happened couple of times

I struggled to get urges towards women later

So I need someone to help me control through this

I actually confused what I want

Also I need some guide for anal pleasure, fingering I am new I like to be a bottom but scared and worried about things

Would be happy if someone help me

Hi

I am sorry if this is inappropriate

But I feel gay but I'm getting worried and watching straight porn for obvious reasons I don't release my sexual tension or if I watch or focus only on gay stuffs I get to a point where it is like point of no return for straight

It happened couple of times

I struggled to get urges towards women later

So I need someone to help me control through this

I actually confused what I want

Also I need some guide for anal pleasure, fingering I am new I like to be a bottom but scared and worried about things

Would be happy if someone help me

So I am very interested in being bottom

But I'm afraid of injury and hygiene.

Can't buy toys or lube cuz I'm in parents house

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I need someone to guide me through for preparing and make me a good bottom from analysis fingering, cleaning preparation etc as a beginner me

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Would appreciate your time and effort

Sorry if this is inappropriate it's really tough to find a way to this

Thanks