A beginner needs some help here please!
Hello, I've been looking more and more into sex toys and everything but I have no idea what to even get since I have no idea where to start.
I know I can't go too big because I am EXTREMELY TIGHT. Like. Can barely get 2 fingers in tight. And I'm pretty sure I popped/tore my hymen or something the other night within my horny daze.
I also have the dilemma of living with my grandparents (I'm about to be 19 and heading to college soon)
They don't check my room luckily because they respect privacy, as well as not opening my packages
But I know my grandfather uses informed delivery and I do NOT want the chance of him seeing my purchase which puts some complications into things
What I'm interested in is something that can penetrate, possibly hit my g-spot (bc I do not get far when fingering, can barely do it and my fingers are short lmfao) and vibrates
Sorry if this is a lot at once, just wanting some advice from people who are experienced and willing to share their wisdom :]