I am just now waking up with my holes plugged, vibrating my clit, no thoughts... mouth stuff with my panties, so full i..I... don't know what happened. I was talking to someone. It's foggy, blank... thinking about it drowns it out to blank. Pussy came when I woke. Couldn't cum before I think. I'm gonna turn everything off and... unplug... to get some actual sleep. I feel so numb and empty, but.... more is... goodd for me. More corruption. Heheh lol
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I'm desperate to be corrupted more against my will, even tho I know that isn't really possible irl. I can't stop. My mind is so numb rn and i cant stop thinking of posting. The files did this somehow. I'm not evening listing to the files rn, I just want to be ruined somehow tho? Wth??
I've been having public masterbation fantasies a lot lately. I even listened to a playlist on a hour drive in the backseat of our Odyssey. I was high and bored and that seemed to make me automatically put the files on without thinking... do the files condition you to be like this in public?? I had earbuds on, but still... it felt really good. Stupidly good
I can't stop touching myself most days, even when I'm not horny. I'll be watching a video and mindlessly put a vibrator on my clit for no reason. I find my attention getting captured by hypno gifs now when i didnt before. I feel kind of vulnerable... but I'm not asking for help or anything, I don't want to stop... I'm just wondering if the files planted a new kink into my head or something
Honestly tho, it feels really good writing about how I'm feeling right now. Feels so so good..