u/Dsrt_Guy51

Guys, due to an illness and subsequent surgery, I haven’t bottomed in over four years. I’m perfectly able to now, just scared. I need the first person to be understanding and go slow and easy. I don’t know how to find that person.
Recently while in the shower I decided to get out a toy that hasn’t been used in a long time. OMG! I had forgotten how wonderful and intense the feeling is. Now all I can think of is wanting the real thing. I’m not into quickie anonymous sex. And I still want sometime who I can be honest with abbot needing to go slow. I have no idea how to find this person.