I still think about it
I’ve only had one experience with a man in my life so far. It happened when I was 22, 26 now. I was craving sex soo bad and had gotten into gay porn a bit and became curious about being with a guy. I ended up downloading grindr one morning I was particularly horny and started chatting with this slight younger college guy (21). After a few back and forth pics and such he asked to come over and I said yes. Last thing he said was “you know I’m a top, right?” I told said I did but I didn’t fully grasp at that point what that ment. When he came over he looked just like his profile which was a relief. Then asked me what I wanted to do, I of course became a little shy and told him I wasn’t really sure where to start. He pulled me in a bit and started to feel up my arms then went in for a small kiss. That kiss was all I needed to let loose. I started to kiss him back, grabbing on his dick that was loose in his shorts, so hot. After a while of kiss and rubbing I take him back to my room and start to suck him off. I don’t precum a lot but he did and it was such a turn on to taste. Eventually he starts to get closer and asks if I’ve had my ass ate. I hadn’t yet and quickly found it to be an amazing sensation. He asks if I’d be interested in trying to bottom. I agreed to try, I had been fingering myself a good bit that week and thought it wouldn’t be that bad. It was a lot thicker than I would’ve thought! I swear I felt every mm he pushed into me. But holy fuck did it feel good when I got down to the base. It felt so good I came like a minute after. He didn’t take too much longer after that and when cleaned up and parted ways. I never got his number but I really wish I did. With how much i think about that morning I really wish we stayed in contact
Sorry for the long post