Day 6.

I'm fucking glowing - and not paying enough attention jc.

Listened to Day 3 again - started with Bubble Induction. Before I go on, I should note that I smoked a couple joints and drank a cup of coffee immediately before my session.

My eyes began to drift close around the three minute mark again - I'll take that as a sign the induction is working. Today however, and on day 3, I remember I heard what I think is everything, I just don't really remember the words. Both today and day 3 I heard everything she said, but don't remember what she said.

What I do remember is I woke up >!extremely horny and thinking about playing a little. So I put on a nice video and fired up the Hismith - best $400 I've ever spent in my entire life and I'm looking forward to buying the next one. Seriously those things are fucking life changing, you have to get one.!< So anyways I was doing that, in my uniform, and I had the idea to play a loop while I was doing it - the Fuckhole Loop.

I, don't really know what was being said to me - I could make out some of it in the beginning about feeling like a gg in uniform and such, but as it went further along it became very hard to discern what was being said. Edit: forgot to mention, I can distinctly remember drooling on myself and yanno, that's nice. I like that.

All in all, between the file, the video and the Hismith - one really nice hfo and just, gahhh I feel so good.

I'm so fucking ready.

Yesterday was my break day.

It sucked - all work related. I made soup though. Today was a bit better than yesterday but I still had a struggle.

I met some very nice people in the community and I wasn't really expecting that but it's a welcome surprise! I was told there were files made for people with adhd, does anyone have experience with those files?

BCloud has several individual files and multiple playlists that come up when searching in app for "adhd", but I'm not sure how much different - if at all - they are from the originals. I'll probably give them a try anyway.

So day five. I relistened to day 3 to make sure I absorbed the conditioning (that's just how I'm gonna word it herein) from day 4. So instead of Rapid Induction I started with Bubble Induction, I think maybe one or two more sessions and I'll ge set to go for Rapid because around the 3ish minute mark my eyes closed and sometime shortly after that I don't remember anything at all.

I woke up a bit later than I anticipated.

In an attempt to help get it to stick to my not so sticky brain, I've decided I'll listen to some of the training loops while cleaning on my alternating days off (which would be every other Monday, every other Thursday and alternating weekends).

I think I'm gonna finish the 10 day plan late, probably around 15ish days. After that I planned on going through the newer 8 day plan. After that, I don't know actually - I'm told I should build my own playlist. What would y'all recommend putting in there?

Until next time :3

It's not hard at all to find posts or people saying BS is either bad (both in quality but also bad for you) and talking about how it leans into maladaptive behaviors. I don't think I agree with that but I'm too new to really be able to say.

I can definitely see a lot of it coming from people who had their eggs cracked unconsensually (hey, it was gonna happen at some point) or making them realize their nit straight but beyond that is there a real reason as to why it gets so much flak?

edit: reddit stopped bugging.

Day 3

Woke up early, not very tired and that's a bit out of character given I went to bed at 1:30 and got up at 7ish. I wrote this section in the morning yesterday and throughout my work day before my session.

Most of the morning (for four hours) I was inexplicably excited, like, just very excited but I can't find a specific reason as to why: I have to go back to work today (ugh), nothing big is planned for the day, I'm not expecting a package until tomorrow (just water filters, nothing fancy) - for all intents and purposes I have no reason to feel this way and yet I'm excited as hell.

The kind of excited you'd feel if perhaps, you were anticipating something or doing something new. Honestly I was excited and thought about the files and hypnosis in general until like two-ish. I have concluded that it's ADHD hyperfocusing - for now.

Maybe it's just the subconscious feeling of the suggestions - I know I'm susceptible to hypnosis, I mean, I know that's what the files tell you, but I also know that I have gone into trance before and I do respond to suggestions and triggers.

Whatever is causing that feeling, I welcome it.

I posted about Day 3 and one person said to take two non consecutive days off so my brain can rest. I started to look into this while I was at work and as far as I can understand the immediate "risks" are conditioning (I'm Pavlov's bitch) and becoming more susceptible to hypnosis in general which I mean, is that part really a problem? As long as I do my research, acknowledge warnings and maintain agency over myself I'll be fine.

Right?

People do risky things all the time without harming themselves - largely due to education and practice - and I think it's the same here. There should be concern if it becomes harmful, that is to say if it's interfering with my life. So far so good but it's only been four days.

With that said, I am still very new to hypnosis and have quite a lot to learn - I think for now I'll go with that piece of advice lining up my rest days with the days I inject estrogen (Sundays and Wednesdays).

I was also told by another person to keep a grip on it or Margaret might fade - and again I wonder about that. In what way would I fade? Would it matter to me? Would I come to enjoy it? Would it really be me fading away or the inhibitions that keep me Margaret fading away allowing Margaret to become who she really is?

I feel that as I go along this adventure and as I understand more, I fear less. Someone made a comment about how you can't know everything you desire - for example you try a food you have never tried before and love it, other times not. If you enjoy something, you were probably always amenable to it - and that makes me feel sort of at peace with what may come.

Like I mentioned in my last post, I'm inspired to keep a log of my journey because of another person on here, however I don't think, lost myself for a moment there - I don't believe I'll have a similar routine to them. So far, and as far as I can see, the plan is just an hour to an hour and a half before bed - as long as it doesn't affect me in a negative way.

Alright time for my session.

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Post session

Tired. I'm so tired. I put on Day 4 around 12:30 - mistake - and I'm pretty sure I passed out. Came to, put them on again, either tranced or passed or passed out. I don't remember much past like the first two minutes of Bubble Acceptance.

Playlist changed from starting with Bubble Induction to Rapid Induction, a bit exciting honestly. It was nice to feel myself relaxing and my eyes closing early on - between that and how GG/B makes me feel I think it's safe to safe things are working as intended :3

Taking advice from one of you lovely peoples, I'm gonna take two non consecutive days off - today is my first day off so no update later on. I think tomorrow will be Day 4.5 - I'll repeat Day 4 to make sure I absorbed it.

If anyone else has any tips throw em at me!

Day 2

Added thigh highs to my uniform, I haven't been wearing them at all really so I thought they'd be a great addition and yanno I think I look adorable.

I don't remember the session. I just remember my eyes closing early in Bubble Induction and then coming to, wet and hazy.

I am inspired to write these because of u/LegitimateSpace8890 and their experience, today I skimmed over their posts again to see how it's going and in some way I got a bit spooked.

Actually I got scared, again, but this is a different fear. If I'm being honest, it's a fear that I haven't felt since I was figuring out my gender. It's a fear of the unknown and its consequences, and perhaps a little bit of concern that I might be *too* susceptible to these files.

I remind myself that hypnosis only does what you want it to do, it can't really change underlying things about you if you don't want it to...but, what if I do? What if I've always wanted to be more comfortable with myself and be slutty? I've wanted to start an OF since I was 19 but never got to it because of one concern or another and I guess now I am beginning to realize that it is a very real possibility I will end up losing most if not all of the inhibitions that hold me back.

On one hand that's exciting! For the last few years I've been on an amazing journey discovering and accepting who I am, getting to transition and exist as who I am and becoming more comfortable with the interests I've taken up; but on the other hand, what will it cost?

I guess I'm just afraid of losing people in my life, but I tend to forget that people come and go and sometimes they're not meant to stay in our lives.

I'm curious as to what will change, and excited to see it all happen. I'm hoping to keep documenting this adventure in part because I have ADHD and will 100% forget most of everything on my own, but also because it would be cool to go back and pinpoint when certain changes occur.

If you have any tips throw them at me and feel free to call me a >!Good Girl!< or >!Bambi!<, they just feel so cozy and comforting 🥹

Day two in my adventures. Well let's call it day 1.5 - BCloud didn't register my day one progress soooo I'll just repeat day 1 :3 that's the smart correct move. Yesterday I went shopping and got distracted with other hypnotic works so I didn't get any BS in - honestly I wish I just did the BS instead.

I put on my outfit, very pleased with it right now. Eventually I'll probably share some photos, but until then, I put on my outfit and laid down.

Initially I left my makeup on from work, but my eyes kept getting itchy so I had to get up twice before removing my makeup and popping a 50mg edible - I figured it couldn't hurt. I put on a spiral from hypnospiral visualizer thinking it would help me keep my eyes open but no avail. Slowly and surely my eyes closed.

Just like the first time, I think I fell into a deep trance or I'm not sure because I distinctly remember Bubble Induction, but sometime during I just blank. I remember coming to, or rather what I can remember is at some point the trigger for B was being implanted, something about masturbating - which, I woke up in a horny haze and there were some really nice gifs here, so... - and then it was "see you next time" or "until next time", I can't really remember actually.

I'm very excited by how that went, but also curious if that's what everyone else experienced? This is my first formal experience with audio hypnosis - and like most things I'm new to I'm right off the deep end, I just have a stupidly high tolerance for risk and love hedonism but anyway.

After I woke up from the day 1 session, I was tired - like, really tired. Now, it's hard for me to say if that was from BS or just because the day prior I stayed up until 3 am writing and then got up at 9 like an absolute masochist. However, the next day in the morning I had a lot of confidence when I went to work which for me was a bit out of character, but I rolled with it. Not sure if there's a correlation there.

Both today and yesterday there was a lingering gentle excitement to listen again.

I'm looking forward to day 3. Day 1

After the 30 day plan, what would you recommend listening to next?

Okay, goodnight lovelies, >!feel free to call me a good girl, it's really growing on me :3!<

I finally got around to sitting down and listening.

For a quick recap and some context, I initially came across BS when I was 16 but didn't have an understanding of it, or hypnosis, or kink really. I ended up planting the seed of interest despite being afraid of what I didn't understand. Now that I'm becoming aware of other kinks and getting an idea of what to really expect, I'm ready to embark on a new adventure.

I was asked what my plan is, and honestly I'm still working that out. I have a nice silk robe I plan to use for future sessions and eventually I'd like to incorporate makeup into it (like a really exaggerated stereotypical American whore look). I told my partner what I'm getting up to and after a little reading herself she's not only on board but very supportive and I'm stoked.

I figured I'll start by going through the 10 Day Starter Plan and the 20 Days to Takeover before moving onto other files on BambiCloud.

So, day one. It was nice, somewhere in during the first file my eyes just slowly slid shut, I remember trying to keep them open but slowly fading out. I can remember >!good girl!< having an affect on me - it made me feel well, like a gg but in all seriousness it felt like I did something right and I'm being rewarded or as if I accomplished something on my own kind of good. I can't remember all of it though, by the second file I either lost consciousness or just feel deep enough that I don't remember (which is kinda awesome actually).

Unfortunately I had to bring myself up enough to physically press play on the next file because my phone doesn't have a no-sleep option (if you also have this issue, try Caffeine, I downloaded it after the session) but it still was very enjoyable and I look forward to the next session.

>!if you got this far, please call me a good girl 🥹!<

yeah.

Heya :3

I'm looking for something with a trigger that makes the sub unable to use words verbally. Preferably if the trigger is "use your words."

Thank ya in advance for your help and sorry for the confusing verbiage :3

Hey I'm Margaret/bambipup 👋🏼

I posted on my alt about finally getting into BS after ten years. I'm back to update that, but I'm tired of swapping between my alt and my main so here I am.

If I correspond with you and see these, I'm sorry. You weren't supposed to see this.

To recap, I'm Margaret - I'm a trans gal and I initially came across BS when I was 16 but my initial reaction was fear and misunderstanding. I have been exploring kink a lot in my twenties and hypno has always been something I was interested in, after doing some research I decided to get started with BS.

I recently expressed my interest to my partner. One of their more dominant alters expressed mutual interest and now we're planning on exploring hypnosis and of course BS together.

Anyways today I got around to setting up >!Bambi Cloud!< on my phone again and all I can think about is slowly becoming an even sluttier toy haha.

I plan to update my journey regularly, this is the first time I'm really getting into hypnosis long term so I'm excited to see what will change over time.

Also, if anyone knows how to get autoplay to work on the app, you, should tell me and I'll send ya a picture of my tits for your help.

Okay, bye >!Bambis!< 😘